hey i know it has been awhile since the last blogged. well, time flies.. the time is 1.15am and the date today is 24 September, IT IS EXACTLY THREE MONTHS! wow! quite unbelievable.

now that everything is improving, social networking been advancing such as twitter, facebook - it just makes them look more convenient than typing here. all the thoughts, the rants, the happiness will be surfacing on facebook or twitter status. yea?

it just a random thing that i suddenly thought of blogging, especially at this time. sometimes it just great to have "something" that you can keep forever such as blogging, diary, then you will read through it when you are bored. man, it will bring those wonderful memories you had in the past. you can see how much you have grown, the thinking change, perceptions are different.

now that i am older by age, thank God my heart will always be young - that's forever. :) many things are starting to coming my way, i know the reality is much more stressful than being a student. the society which we are currently living in is very much differ from the past, at times - money do take some control.

in terms of money, who doesnt wish to have many digits in their bank account? who doesnt want to have a better life? who doesnt wanna shake leg and just waiting for money to comeby itself?

yes, we all can dream big - no matter how big or small you want it to be, one day you just gonna wake up. THAT'S WHEN YOU START WORKING ON YOUR DREAMS IN ORDER TO MAKE THEM COME TRUE. remember, nothing is impossible. just tell yourself that you can do it. alright, i know by saying is easy and physical doing it is hard. then if you yourself gonna have low confidence then no matter how much your friends or relatives support you, it will still fail. because you have already planted a negative mindset in your head.

people dont stay with you forever, people grow old and will get tired of talking. BUT it doesnt mean that they dont love you - it will be childish in thinking that way. bear in mind, the ones who love you will never want you bad, that's what enemy normally does. therefore this is your life, YOU TAKE CONTROL AND LIVE FOR YOURSELF.

ALWAYS ALWAYS, think before you react. dont make any assumptions in life, it will do you no good. when things happen, analyse and evaluate on what should be done. self-reflection - it's good because it gives some "alone time".

Life is yours, ball is on your hand. So choose. :)

EN:)

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