My LiFe iS BeAutiFuL

2010-09-24T01:14:00.003+08:00

hey i know it has been awhile since the last blogged. well, time flies.. the time is 1.15am and the date today is 24 September, IT IS EXACTLY THREE MONTHS! wow! quite unbelievable.

now that everything is improving, social networking been advancing such as twitter, facebook - it just makes them look more convenient than typing here. all the thoughts, the rants, the happiness will be surfacing on facebook or twitter status. yea?

it just a random thing that i suddenly thought of blogging, especially at this time. sometimes it just great to have "something" that you can keep forever such as blogging, diary, then you will read through it when you are bored. man, it will bring those wonderful memories you had in the past. you can see how much you have grown, the thinking change, perceptions are different.

now that i am older by age, thank God my heart will always be young - that's forever. :) many things are starting to coming my way, i know the reality is much more stressful than being a student. the society which we are currently living in is very much differ from the past, at times - money do take some control.

in terms of money, who doesnt wish to have many digits in their bank account? who doesnt want to have a better life? who doesnt wanna shake leg and just waiting for money to comeby itself?

yes, we all can dream big - no matter how big or small you want it to be, one day you just gonna wake up. THAT'S WHEN YOU START WORKING ON YOUR DREAMS IN ORDER TO MAKE THEM COME TRUE. remember, nothing is impossible. just tell yourself that you can do it. alright, i know by saying is easy and physical doing it is hard. then if you yourself gonna have low confidence then no matter how much your friends or relatives support you, it will still fail. because you have already planted a negative mindset in your head.

people dont stay with you forever, people grow old and will get tired of talking. BUT it doesnt mean that they dont love you - it will be childish in thinking that way. bear in mind, the ones who love you will never want you bad, that's what enemy normally does. therefore this is your life, YOU TAKE CONTROL AND LIVE FOR YOURSELF.

ALWAYS ALWAYS, think before you react. dont make any assumptions in life, it will do you no good. when things happen, analyse and evaluate on what should be done. self-reflection - it's good because it gives some "alone time".

Life is yours, ball is on your hand. So choose. :)

2010-06-24T09:48:00.002+08:00

HELLO! i am in class now, lecturer is rushing student to submit their assignment. it's never doubt that being at this level is stress, no - VERY STRESS.

dont really have a GOOD sleep these period, i pray that i am able to have ONE DAY of looong and undisturbed sleep to replenish my vitamins! pimples are coming out to say HI to the world. AGAIN! aiyoooo.

think lecturer gonna start class already. see ya! :)

2010-06-04T16:02:00.003+08:00

HELLO! this week is my one week break and guess what i have done during this one week break? basically nothing. SUPPOSED TO DO MY ASSIGNMENT but i dont know why i was feeling lazy from Monday to Wednesday. beats me too.

i decided to get my energy back, so i went to gym yesterday and guess what? my one week is coming to an end. SIGHS! reality strikes back! whyyy!!?? HAHA! thank God that i have done some of the models and some written work. BUT THEN is still stress, there are many words need to be written AND more research need to be done.

lecturer has much high expectations from us, i know it. maybe because this is our final year, we better give our best shot for it. ONCE AND FOR ALL! every lesson i go, the stress never leave. it just becoming bigger and bigger. NEVERTHELESS, i will JIAYOU! yeah, EN JIAYOU!! :)

RIM, here i come~

Being kind to others means cruelty to oneself. Sadly, this is never a lie. i simply have no idea why does others want to take people's kindness for granted. is it they appear to be an EASY TARGET to you?

c'mon, dont you have heart? dont you have a brain to think? NEVERMIND. one time is enough, they will notice it and be smart next time. AT LEAST they have the brain to think. :) heart, of cos they have too - A BIG BIG HEART if not why would you take them for granted. HA! as said, one time is enough and this is final. :)

2010-05-24T19:49:00.005+08:00

the month of May is coming to an end soon. time flies and i have just celebrated my 21st birthday about 2 weeks ago.

now that i am officially 21 and in reality, i AM ALREADY an ADULT. this means i am held for bigger responsibilities, accountable for everything which i will be doing and things which happened or going to happen. hence, i am answerable for EVERY SINGLE THING.

who ever says being adult is cool? now that i have already reach this stage, i think i would rather turn back time, to being a secondary school girl. every morning will just struggling out of bed for school, then rushing here and there because YOU ARE SO GOING TO BE LATE! but what does matter, was the process of doing all these made me happy, enjoyable.

if i were to be late for classes now, the feeling is OH-MAN-IMMA-GONNA-MISSOUT-SOMETHINGS. see the differences? people grow, economy changes, environment beautifies.

PERCEPTIONS

we were told to look things in different perception, do not assume or lay your judgement for a quick moment, in other words - dont judge the book by its cover.

for instance, you see one woman standing alone along the road. it just so happened that she lost her way and align at red district area. SO DOES THAT MEAN THAT SHE WORKS THERE?

for instance, you see one woman always with different man. DOES THAT MEAN THAT SHE IS A LOOSE WOMAN?

there are many cases when comes to perceptions. when we see/look at the person, our mind have already made a statement or opinion about this particular person. tell me, is it fair or not? what if the person happened to be the opposite of what you think, will you go and apologise to them? it will be hurtful, isnt it?

to be honest, no matter how strong a person can be or appeared to be, he/she will breakdown one day. what's great about these people, is that they are able to stand up quick to face the reality after a long night cry.

nobody has ever said that life is easy-going, a bed of roses, one smooth riding process. life do consist of tests, challenges - all these are to make you stronger, wiser. BUT OF COURSE, there will be joyous moments for you to enjoy and remembered about.

life is given to you by God, make it joyful. though i know it's quite hard to smile or be happy when times are bad/tough. NOTE! THIS IS THE TIME WHERE YOU NEED TO LEARN HOW TO BE POSITIVE (be it thinking or attitude).

it is never easy to go through these period but when you have decided to think positively, change your mindset. things will be more easier to handle, you will feel lighter in yourself. Try it :)

what is the greatest thing you have, that is a brain to generate your mind to process for thinking. so use it wisely. dont get your mind be corrupted with negativity.

being positive doesnt mean you are being over confident, it just that you learn how to be optimistic in life. positive and confident are two different things.

positive is more towards action, confident is towards feeling.

here's the difference:

Positive - emphasizing what is laudable, hopeful, or to the good; constructive

Confident - having strong belief or full assurance; sure, sure of oneself; having no uncertainty about one's own abilities

i pray, in the period of tough times, i will not back out but have the courage of moving forwards with a smile. never mind about the tears which will be rolling down while i smile, because it would be all worthwhile.

2010-04-07T00:29:00.002+08:00

i guess i am seriously neglecting my blog BUT I HAVE REASON of doing so. you know? HAHA. anyway, i'm really glad for the things which are happening right now. :)

exams ended one week plus ago and now i'm on holidays but i left about 5 days to enjoy then i'm off to my books already. yeah, i know it's quite fast and my exams are fast too. on the coming monday, i will on year 3 - the exams stand 70% which is really a lot for my course.

JUST JIAYOU MOOORREEE! :) I CAN DO IT!!! :D

looking for part time job now so that i can go hong kong for some shopping trips and buy the things which i like. can i get one good part time job like soon? please? i wanna go overseas, it has been quite some time since the last trip to HONG KONG!!!

in life, there are different chapters for you to go through and the thing is that, you will go through one chapter of it in life. is this a good or bad thing? it is good because you will gain experience and learn something from it. it is bad because you will somehow caught in dilemma, dont really know what to do or how to handle.

BUT, there will always be somebody there in talking things to you and at the same time, waking you up the ideas - injecting some sense into you! all these are very much appreciated.

when all else fail, you are the only one who can put blame for. you live for your own life, you are SUPPOSED to be responsible for the things you did. hmm? you make your OWN decision, what people's duty is just telling you what she/he knows not MAKING the choice for you. :)

2010-02-17T22:29:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :D

i know i have been neglecting my blog for quite LONG time. it seems like i only blog when it is festive season. HAHA! well, the time is not right when i wanna blog it.

hmmm guess i have many things to say but i dont know where to start from. the month of January just passed and now, it is coming to the end of Februrary already. time really flies. sometimes i just wish time would slow down alittle.

i did not say 24hours is not enough, it is just about my time management. yea i will definitely do something! this month - Februrary is a busy month for me. it is my dad's birthday, denise's birthday and CHINESE NEW YEAR - HONG BAO DAY! :)

during the period of chinese new year, dad went to make sotong balls for me because i requested it. WAAIITT! i also got help, not just eat only. i helped to cut the sotongs and the next day, i went to squeeze out one by one with my own hands. yes i admit that my KONG-FU is not as skilled as my dad's. he is fast and very precise. every ball is identical! mine? BIG then SMALL. HAHAHA! it's nice, my handwork are given to baby and his family :) he said it is nice too.

during reunion dinner or chu yi, cannot remember. i asked ah kim whether she will be cooking my favourite dish - curry vegetables. she said no because market is closed. BUT on the day when we were going to her house, she called me and asked me not to put her aeroplane as she cooked my favourite dish!

I FEEL SO LOVED, REALLY AM. :) Thank you everybody for doting me so much!

today, while i was on the way to orchard after class. thoughts upon thoughts just keep flashing through my mind - about the recent, about the past. it is all in bits and pieces.

this phrase - lost one, gain one - just keep appearing. is this real? can somebody tell me? i myself also dont know. it is quite saddening actually. when you think that everything is going smoothly then BAM, argument arise. result? could no longer be mend it back. hmmm.

tsktsk. just want to say, i Miss you.

2010-01-01T16:07:00.003+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY TWENTYTEN! :D

i know i have been like missing the whole of December 2009 and most of November 2009. HAHA! wanted to blog yesterday but was not at home and hence, unable to blog on the last day of 2009!!!!

the year 2009 has been great for me: being able to enroll into degree course, knowing more friends in my class, getting closer/building rapport with friend, being loved by EVERYBODY. :) though there were many ups and downs this year, because of the financial tsunami. we pulled through it together as a nation. i know this doesnt really affect me much but still affect alittle la. allowance leh? HAHAHAHA! crazy me.

now that it is 2010, and i know i'm reaching 21 in few months time. this placed number of responsibilities on me but the very first thing is that I AM OFFICIALLY AN ADULT! this sound veryyyy OLD for me, dont it?

i'm feeling the same way as what baby M blogged when she reached 21. it means more responsibilities, more accountabilities and TO BE MORE BEHAVED in the things which you are doing!

nevertheless, life goes on. we will grow old someday, SO JUST BE POSITIVE and BE JOVIAL! :)

what's important in life - a step with confidence, a journey with peace and a day with smile. this will be the sweetest thing in life. *hearts*

p.s: i will do something about the banner soon. hahaha.

2009-11-10T00:24:00.002+08:00

i felt the impact strongly.

2009-10-29T21:26:00.002+08:00

'po-po-po-po-pookkeerr face.."

listening to poker face right now at The Cathay - Starbucks. today i'm a Starbucks hopper. HAHA! it's fun though studying outside and at the same time settling your 3 meals.

today's time pass very very quickly. i was out in the morning at say, 1030am then i'm still outside now. first time mugging till so late outside, the feeling is different from home and it's great! (: i will be heading to Changi Airport next. try the atmosphere there during late night. COOL! then about 4plus morning, can have Mac Breakfast. how about that?!

i'm glad for everything that is happening in my life. i know it's gonna get TOUGH but believing that it's also gonna get BETTER! =D

mugging mugging mugging !!! jiayou for examsss! I CAN DO IT!!! :) :)

2009-10-17T11:02:00.002+08:00

yesterday had this workshop - Ethics & Value held for us in campus. it was inspiring, it feels great to hear such talk after being in school for so long.

it will just make your mind refresh of all these and feeling afresh! i always believe in success = hard work, there is no short-cut for success and nothing in this world has a thing called LUCK. hard work is everything, never despise of small beginning. they will eventually become BIG when the TIME IS RIGHT.

having the positive attitude is the beginning how to live a human life, i suppose. it begins with the mind. when you said YOU CAN means YOU CAN.

yeah i believe the confession of the tongue. this is very powerful. confession lies in life and death. you speak it to happen SO SPEAK OF POSITIVE THINGS!

let me first ask, do you wanna have a Temporary Happiness or Temporary Suffering?

i would choose for temporary suffering.
because.. .. .. .. .. .. ..

Temporary Suffering = Permanent Happiness.
Temporary Happiness = Permanent Suffering.

which have you choose? your call, the ball is in your hand.

2009-10-13T23:41:00.002+08:00

what's wrong with the internet tonight? it's so slow! and the page of my hotmail went haywire! everything is not in order, i cant even open my mail! ARGH! WHAT HAPPENED?! this is driving me crazy, my lesson notes!!!!

this week is my last week of school and i'm off for my term 2 exam study break! gonna jia alot alot of you! for one module, i have about 10plus topics to study! YES I CAN DO IT! :)

went for yoga with mummy just now in the evening. the teacher was late for 45mins because she thought that today was Wednesday. HAHA. anyway, she will make up one extra lesson for us. and please, this time slow down. the lesson is for beginners. though there are old timers, you need to slow down too. BECAUSE THERE ARE FIRST TIMERS AS WELL, TEACHER! i am there to learn not rushing out for something. take it easy alright?

you're the only friend whom i miss the most.
and, i mean it.

*Willingness touch hearts.*

2009-10-10T13:46:00.002+08:00

i dont know how to describe the feelings inside of me.
i wonder whether the problem is it lies on me.

i think you gonna be responsible of your own actions.
it's like what? you're old enough to know what to do, how to do.

ARGH! i have so many to say but dont know where to start from!

WHATEVER ALRIGHT! i am outta here!

2009-10-06T20:26:00.002+08:00

yo! today i have no class and went to have SUSHI! have a sudden crave of it! i had a fun experience there! i ordered Salmon Skin but the waiter gave me raw Salmon. M thought it was mine and i thought it was her so we both dint touch it. then to find out that it was no one! flop!!! we put it back! hurhur!!

M M M M M M M M M M M M M M M! i gonna do that everytime i go there now! for sure man. =P

went for running last night, now i caught a cold. i had sore throat last night and flu all the way from last night till now. aiyo. i dont know why it will be like this. BUT i wanna say that i perspire more in the night than in the day! woo! i gonna try that again but not too late la. :)

I WANNA GO SUNTANNING!!! :)

2009-10-03T17:20:00.005+08:00

Happy Mooncake Festival, people! :)

this year i dont get to eat my favourite mooncake, which is Dong Hai brand. i have forgotten the name. haha.

baby is in New Zealand right now. missing him badly, seriously badly. never failed to think of him every day and night. it's kind of like torture? worse than when he was in army cann. AIYO! maybe because when he is in army, we will still able to contact each other in the night. overseas is hard because of those expensive charges!

when i woke up, my mind is filled with him. then, he sms-ed me. i teared upon receiving the sms. i dont know why too. perhaps miss his voice and everything. EN AH EN!! hahahahaha!

he told me that everything there was expensive and they were all turn off by it but the weather is cool and the scenary is nice. eheh, i wanna go explore next time. now, shopping and shopping. HAHA! sshhhh!

just came back from my cousin's wedding dinner. tonight's dinner was a great one because i got to talk to my cousins and my small aunt. hmm, it has been years since the last chat with her. when i was young, i used to stay at her place at Hougang Ave 8. she would bring me around together with her children to swim and play. miss those days. she helped me to deal with my skin problem. i will never forget.

after tonight's chat, i began to miss her more. she dote on me, brought me everywhere, bought me stuff which i want. allowed me to stay over at her house. ahh.. 岁月不饶人. she has become quieter now, i miss all her loudness. i wanna say thanks to her, for bringing me smiles and bringing me around when i was a child. :)

missing you is a duty for me right now. :)

2009-09-26T01:06:00.004+08:00

yo, this week is my one week break and it is ending soon. it's like not enough not me, i havent even start to enjoy it and now, it is ending. ARGH! time really waits for no man.

i realise i am going to have exam soon, in November. it's like i have just finish my last exam ya? HAHA! time really flliiieess. but i have something to share!! I PASSED ALL MY TERM 1 EXAMS!!!!!!! YEEAAAHH!!! :) gonna work doubly hard to achieve my goal! en, jiayou!

watched The Ugly Truth, i gave a 4.7/5. it was super hilarious! at one part, i laughed till crazy. moving forward and backward. worth watching!

recently just bought an ipod touch, been playing the game. I WANNA PURCHASE THE DINNER DASH GAME!!!! hahaha. the operation between touch and classic is different so i gonna need help for that before i sync everything and it becomes EMPTY! then, i gonna start all over again.

baby baby i love you.
you love mmeee.
i love something.. you give me.
i love you and.. you give me --- YOU :)

muackz.

2009-09-21T21:58:00.002+08:00

it's time for some updates!!!

just now watched Buzzer Cashier on Channel 8, 8pm. dont know whether i have got the name right. what i wanna say is, indeed the right attitude will bring you far.

this man is not sincere at all. you can see it from his face, he is not serious in his work. his girlfriend helped him all the way. yes and i agreed this has become a habit of depending too much on a person.

his attitude seriously cannot make it. even me cant stand of it. what's more about the people at the scene. oh my goodness. if you really have the heart to do it, WALK THE TALK.

you live for your own life, never pull along others. they have their own life to live too. this is selfish if you are only thinking about yourself and yourself ONLY!

so what if woman is stupid? so what if woman is soft hearted? doesnt mean you can take advantage and granted for everything. please, woman has their own thinking. all they want is to have a man who can support them, who is able to love them not giving those empty promises.

even how strong you can be, you will still have a soft side. this is human and normal. because you have emotions. you ought to feel all these. human is filled with all kinds of emotions BUT it is depend on who you wanna be! happy or sad person. your choice and YOU CHOOSE!

never give black face to people when they are trying to talk to you.
never owe you anything. this is crazy. it makes me wanna have a distance from you.

influencial is a very powerful thing. you can be influence by everything.
BUT are you able to block it?

woman is looking for someone who is able to give them shelter, for someone who is a leader and lead the woman in everything.

be a man, loving/real/doting man! not MCP!

man, love your woman.
woman, submit to your man.

2009-08-23T13:35:00.000+08:00

went to watch The Proposal with Baby last night. it was touching, romance and comedy. at certain parts, i laughed out loud. at certain parts, i cried.

i guess all movies story line are almost the same but it is the filming scene and characters took part in the show that make the differences. isnt it?

i begin to love Sandra Bullock, she is natural and has charisma. i love the movies she has filmed, Miss Congeniality 1 and 2! :)

2009-08-18T00:26:00.003+08:00

school has started for 2 weeks now. techically taking 3modules but i am examing on 4modules. one module has 2 parts, and the duration for that paper is 3hours.

also taking up reggae dance with few friends, it was tiring but of good experience. good training ground for my butt - so glad! :)

2009-08-16T20:53:00.000+08:00

alright, so what if i had more than 10 things?
you just make your payment and go off.

we have 3 person here, so each person to 5-6 items?
not logical? or you dont understand?

idiot.

you have your turn already, still wanna talk so loud.
if i reach my limit, do you think you can still stand down there?
dont yaya alright.

the both of you. one is man and another one is woman.
wait a little while will not skin you alive.

only when arrived at the cashier then realize that is a express lane.
you expect me to give up and queue another row?
if you're in my shoes, will you do the same thing first?
if not, just keep your mouth shut alright?

why do you need to make a big fuss? how long will it take? 1hour?
just exceed 6 items or so.

dont see me as if wanna kill me.
try it man.
cannot wait?

what? when it is having great sale, require you to wait and you are willing?
come on la, just some little annoying citizens around.

i know i must forgive and forget.
i almost punch them alright.

just one mistake, need to speak so loud?
you dont make mistake?
when you mistake, will you apologize out loud?

I DONT BELIEVE!

forgive and forget. i live better and happier. :)

2009-07-18T01:41:00.003+08:00

no matter how strong you are, there will still be a soft side.

i have seen it. going through it.

for the first time.

i am so tired.

and might breakdown anytime.

maybe you may see me as a petty one, i dont care.
maybe you should be in my shoes.
maybe you will know how i felt.

2009-07-13T20:40:00.003+08:00

i am having toothache, this is not wisdom tooth.
ate painkiller but of no use.
hope dentist will be able to help me to get rid of the pain without MUCH COST.

BECAUSE I KNOW IT IS NOT CHEAP!

praying hard that everything is fine and well!

i am going to fight for war this week! telling myself not being so affected by the pain!!!
TOMORROW IS GONNA BE BETTTTEEERRR!

2009-07-08T14:08:00.004+08:00

THIS is a post of appreciation towards someone dear to my heart.

this person has seen me grow up.
this person has seen me changed through the years.
this person tolerate my nonsense, my stubborness, my princess temper.

this person has dote me just like my dad.
this person has seen my unglam side.
this person never mind anything about me.

this person try his best to give me everything that i want.
this person is able to make me love and hate him.
this person never fail to bring smile on my face.

this person's heart is bigger than mine.
this person is soft-hearted.
this person is always being bullied by me!

this person is nonetheless, MY BABY! :)

he is always giving me the best of everything.
though we have arguments sometimes, we grow from it.
we learn and understand more of each other.

i admit i am spoiled by his unconditional love.
but i will never take it for granted.
treasure every single piece.

MUACKZ. :)

*Love conquer all circumstances.*

2009-07-03T19:35:00.000+08:00

Friendship.
How does it break?

Both friends will think the other is busy and will not contact each other thinking it might be disturbing to the other party. As time passes, both friends will think 'let the other one contact me first.' After some time, each will think 'why shoule i contact first?' From here onwards, your friendship will be converted to hate. Finally, the memory becomes weaker due to the lack of contact. And we forget each other. I don't want our friendship to end this way, which is why i'm sending this to say, friendships are like gold. Without polishing, it becomes dull. Whereas if you take care of it, it'll shine like the brightest star.

Send this to all your friends you treasure and love, including me if i'm one of them to convey this message: i love you, friend! Keep in touch!=)

2009-06-24T20:09:00.004+08:00

last night went to catch Transformer, Revenge of The Fallen with Baby. you know what? the main actress, Megan Fox, she is a hottie! throughout the movie, i just couldnt get my eyes off her.

i may sound very crazy with this. SHE IS JUST SO HOT! :) i kept nudging Baby to look at her every scene. AIYO! this is madness!

i googled some pictures of her. WAHAHA!

see! her body. OH MY. SEXY. HAHA. :)

2009-06-22T00:20:00.002+08:00

HEY! i know that i have neglected my blog for sooooo long. indeed, is very long. school has been great, so great that i am having my exams soon! it's like so fast can. HAHA!

the stress is coming back. guess this is only natural being in this way. what do you expect more huh? in this level, you just gonna depend on yourself. but i am so used of being spoon-feed. it is time to discipline myself!

watched many movies now, almost every weekend will catch one show. i can be their VIP already. so loyal, only go to ONE particular cinema! they gonna love me anyhow! the biggest and wanted movie of the year is TRANSFORMER! gonna catch it on tue with BABY! :D

YEAH! LIFE IS SO GREAT AND IT JUST GONNA GET GREATER!

2009-05-31T02:11:00.001+08:00

you know that i miss you

and i know you do.

2009-05-09T13:56:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :)

i know i am late by 2 days and cant believe i actually dint blog on 7may, how can?! HAHA!

had a great night out with my ladies, they are so so so much appreciated by me. despite of their work and school the next day, they celebrated for me and went partyyiinngg at dbl o. Candy, Ping, Denise, Eunice and Pei Yu bought me a Coach coin pouch:) and Baby bought me E71.

MUAACCCKKZZZ TO THEMM! :D

was in shocked at the very moment!

nevertheless, I ENJOYED VERY MUCH!

p.s. will try to upload the some pics soon. :)

EN is blessed to have friends like them all.

2009-04-29T00:12:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

just went to watch Taken with Baby at Hub. the show is fantastic, amazing and exciting - i suppose so. because when the part that the main actor (cant recall his name) tortured Maco (bad guy in the movie) - it just.. you know that kind of feeling?

SHIOK LA!

till now i am still thinking of the story line, i cant believe how good this movie can be. especially when the main actor said this to Maco.

finding in progress..

"I don't know who you are. I don't know what you want. If you are looking for ransom, I can tell you I don't have money. But what I do have are a very particular set of skills; skills I have acquired over a very long career. Skills that make me a nightmare for people like you. If you let my daughter go now, that'll be the end of it. I will not look for you, I will not pursue you. But if you don't, I will look for you, I will find you, and I will kill you."

worth watching, just go catch it! :)

*it is love that makes people weaken.*

2009-04-27T23:21:00.002+08:00

best man, the msn screen keep hanging there after so many tries. i reboot the lappy but still the same. and now, my ipod classic also hang when i wanna upload my songs.

WELL DONE!

hope it will shut down tomorrow morning then i will charge it to be ready! cant live without music in my ears! ARGH! is it possible?

exams are coming on my way, that's fast isnt it? JULY 09! jiayou ahh..! very stress, never easy to be in this level but i will work hard for i! :)

2009-04-23T23:55:00.003+08:00

just want to say..

if you dont know anything, dont talk or say - "it more like a .. .."
cause it pissed me off.

dont give opinions as i dont need one.
all these are personal perference, not yours.

just live your own life.

is it that i cant afford to have?
or what? tell me the reason.

else, silence.

2009-04-20T00:24:00.003+08:00

sometimes it is not the matter of being generous or stingy.

be wise. be humble.

i learnt that:

it is more bless to give than to receive.
you can give without loving but you cannot love without giving.

my mind is having many thoughts.

*hungry for knowlegde and wisdom.*

2009-04-19T01:31:00.002+08:00

i respect you, i am sorry for what i have reacted to you just now.

i know i am being very uncontrol-able of my anger just now.

for due respect, she is very spoil by you.

i want to explain clearly to you all but your dont seem to understand.

why do you need to buy me desk when i need to study/doing my things outside?

aint this very ironic? huh?

then in the first place, should have just told me.

and YES I DONT LIKE HER BEING IN MY ROOM! I ADMIT!

you can say me very demanding or selfish.

YES I AM. i just cannot stand it.

everything to you are okay, yes.
i know you dote the 2 of us but...

ARGH!

i am very sorry.

2009-04-14T01:00:00.002+08:00

YES! my wound is gonna be alright very soon! i can feel the itchiness now! that gave a positive sign! i can go beach to play water and of course, SUN TANNING! i am yearning for it okiee.

it has been quite awhile already, time always cant match! i dont know why, i just like being tann and i feel that i looked more awake than on a fairer skin. perhaps a more sporty person? HAHA! i admit that i wanna learn alot of things now. golf is the utmost i wanna learn!

dont know when my furniture will arrived, waited for about 1month already! FED UP! lousy customer service. my room is in a great mess now, i have started school and yet the furniture still taking own sweet time. i need to have a proper room alright! please be considerate!

goodness sake. let us know that the item is out of stock before customer purchase it and not later part. it will be a rather good service than making me waiting. do you know how much i need my own table and seeing my room neat and nice? now is like STOREROOM!

aiya, just faster come cann.. kinda sick of waiting and waiting. why always wanna people to wait? why are we spending so much time on waiting??

waiting for traffic light
waiting for food to serve
waiting for drinks
waiting for transport
waiting for computer to start
waiting for friends to arrive

waiting, waiting and waiting. all we do is to wait. what we can do is also wait. i guess we spend half of our life on WAITING!

2009-04-06T23:16:00.004+08:00

it's time to blog. it kinda mad if only post once a month. HAHA! after working non-stop for at least 3 months plus, i felt weird idling at home. serious, no joke. but its good for relaxing my mind and putting aside a busier life.

working is busy, imagine that you gonna work 5days/week. maybe some Saturdays you need to report to work. the only day rest is Sunday. miserable huh? i know economy is having its bad times. still, we gonna learn to have alittle stress-free live in our own world. we'll live longer.

in scientic shown that.. wait, i get for you the information.. AH, got it!

Leaving work SIX on the dot - According to a study in the Journal of Occupational and Environmental Medicine, staying late at work puts you at a higher risk for developing anxiety and depression. Stop trying to squeeze in one more task towards the end of the day. Instead, make a list of what must be done by that day and what can wait an hour before the end of a work day, and stick to that list.

maybe not six, some job knocked off time is at six-thirty. i was on the six-thirty job. be it six or six-thirty, just leave ON THE DOT. i feel it kinda true, and we dont bring back those undone work to home. HOME IS TO RELAX AND REST NOT WORK. you dont wish to have a HOME OFFICE feel right? must well move your pillow, bloster and blanket to office. more convient. right or wrong?

i know times are bad. no matter how bad the situation is, you need to have life too. working hard + working smart = good life. HAHA. weekends just go and do something you liked or resting at home with soothing music. WOO~ NICE.

suddenly i miss the uncle's bee hoon fish soup. maybe one of these days, i will go down to have lunch. after 1-2pm because will need to queue up vvverryyy long. HAHA! :)

*love is something which you cannot measure through words.*

2009-04-01T01:11:00.002+08:00

YO! just returned home from Bangkok Trip with my dearest Baby. i shopped alot, the 4days just keep walking and walking. HAHA! of course, we went for foot massage every night.

we stayed in a apartment cum hotel. there were hi-fi player, oven and the cooking thingy. wah, so nice can. it's quite a nice place to stay though. very near Praturam, MBK and Siam Square = GREAT! on the first night, Baby and i decided to buy those instant food for dinner. the food were suprisingly nice.

very tired, i fell asleep easily. never forget that everywhere in Bangkok will have traffic jam. to them, there is no such thing as peak or non-peak hour. HAHA! cause it jammed very single time! yesterday afternoon jam was the horrible one, till i fell alseep!

we went to shopping malls and tell you something, everywhere is wholesale. Baby and i dont know who is the retailer or wholesaler! =P some of their profit margin are sooooo much ok. we'll never know. they priced out the stuff depending on different countries citizen, i reckoned.

now that i am back, gonna be busy again. i think i really need some good rest before school term starts. havent been really relaxing at home, worrying nothing and perhaps, doing nothing too. just rest and relax. yes one of these days i will do it. :)

*rest is to walk longer distance.*

2009-03-23T23:06:00.002+08:00

yeah, it's very long since the last post again. this time almost a month. been busy working these few months.

many things running through my mind and so much wanting to write it here. i will try to recall as i'm writing now.

someone told me that wife's future is very much lies on her husband. it's true and i agreed with it. once woman beccome one's wife, everyday happening you just gonna bite through it. this is what wife is doing and need to do. right? how sad.

but hey, men are assigned to be the leader over women. and so man, if you're not qualified being a leader over your wife. i'm sorry, just let go and move on. dragging along will just make both of you miserable.

i dont understand why we woman need to always BEAR for everything her husband did wrong to her. why? for instance, if the husband is out to cheat, wife know it and allow him continue doing it. WHAT.

so would you prefer "to love" or "to be loved"?
which is more blessed? again there is no definite to this.
everyone has different kinds of opinion.

for me, i preferred the latter part.

2009-02-28T00:16:00.005+08:00

thought it would be nice if i chat about the show which i have just watched.

MARLEY AND ME.

yes i watched this movie. it is a MUST WATCH and definitely touches your heart deep. it is insanely touching and great show! after the show, everyone.. no, almost everyone's eyes are red and swollen. maybe i'm alittle too exaggerating. well, wait till you watch it. i promise you, will love it.

i agreed dogs are the best friend of human beings:) i will own one, ONE DAY! YES I WILL!

yeah, my eyes are tired now.

pardon me, i want to rant something here.

to so and so,

maybe you will be reading this and maybe you wouldnt know that i am talking about you because you wont understand what i will be talking about. i dont care, i just want to rant.

you totally have no respect for people in the house. i wanted to teach and correct you but you refused. you always give that STUPID IRRITATED face which i hate the most. HELLO, you have a attitude problem is it? CHANGE IT!

i'm unsure of how am i going to relate to you when you are so self-centered and stubborn as a bull. you are still so young and definitely i hope i will be able to teach you well.

when you will start to understand it? you are very rude, do you know? i honestly wanna SCREAM straight in your face about the things i said here. but the thing is, WILL YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT?!

WHY DO YOU WANNA TOUCH PEOPLE'S THINGS WHEN PERMISSION IS NOT GRANTED? WHY ARE YOU LIKE THAT? WHY WOULD YOU BOTHER TO ASK WHEN YOU HAVE ALREADY TAKEN IT? WHY DONT YOU HAVE SOME COMMON SENSE? OR RATHER, BASIC MANNERS? WHY CANT YOU TAKE THE ANSWER AS NO?

ARGH! WHAT AM I GONNA DO IN ORDER TO DRIVE SOME SENSE TO YOU?

i'm alright.

*Dog will love its master just as much as one does.*

2009-02-22T22:19:00.003+08:00

BBOOOOO!!

not going to mention about my work, nothing nice to talk about. but i'm thankful to God that my colleagues are okiee people. though.. sighs, nevermind.

never think money is easy to earn but am willing to work hard.

the job which you have interest in and the job which you have not, will make lots of difference.

dont wanna talk about it already, quite disheartening. move on.. HA!

last night went to watch, he's just not that into you with Baby. i miss the popcorn okkk! :) it's really so nice, cannot fight with others.

the movie is romance comedy. i laughed and rolled tears at the last part. it's touching by how he propose to his girlfriend (Jennifer Aniston). Baby know i cried and he laughed at me, how bad.

go watch go watch. =D

*love God wholehearted, love people fervently.*

2009-02-20T00:22:00.005+08:00

what is the most important when comes to relationship?
what rank the first?

is it trust?
is it truthfulness?

is it understanding?
is it loving-ness?

or is it.. any-which-you-can-of.

i guess there is no definite answer for it. because part of people will choose muture-understanding and some would rank others as their first.

personally think all are equally important. let say, if there is no truthfulness-there will be no trust. no trust means you dont even understand the person and of course, there will be no love.

love is the combination of many things; patience, care, honestly and so on. how do you measure your love to your special someone? it is when you give her/him something which touches your heart the most. (will feels like a pinch in your heart) yeah.

what makes the couple be together?
what makes them lasting?
what makes them be so loving after years of relationship?

it is about giving and taking.
it is about the communication between each other.

i once heard from radio. it says "real love is to fall in love over again and again."

hey of course with the same person, alright.

something to ask. how is feel like making/seeing your partner cry? guilty? heartache? totally no idea. maybe join in too? and hug each other. HA!

arguements, quarrels will really draw a relationship closer? no idea too.
one day loving, one day not loving. another day loving, another day not..

kind of bored right? it feels TIRED ok.

cannot do it then dont promise people that one can do it.
dont want to do it then dont make oneself to do it.
dont like to do it then dont bother to do it.

because IT WILL CAUSE UNHAPPINESS.
this is even more worse.

well is it sometimes saying yes is just to entertain others?
making them feeling less-guilty?
tell you, it's rubbish. very rubbish.

THIS IS CRAZYYY.

and my post is long. =P

TATA:)

2009-02-15T18:01:00.003+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day! :)

i know i'm late by a day. HAHA. dint celebrate this day with Baby because i have wedding to attend but Baby was so nice to send me and fetch me home. MUACKZ.

to make up this day, we went out and he brought me to town to choose the things which i want. unforunately dint find anything I WANT - COACH wrist pouch. the in-stocks are only pink colour. SOBS.

nevertheless, BABY surprise me a bouquet of roses. WOO!

He dote on me, i know. :)

Love Love.

2009-02-05T23:25:00.002+08:00

AIYO! how come always like this? awhile okiee and awhile not.

made me confuse and wondering lo. set me an example lah.

dont wish to be the same as your cann.

AIYO! please lah! give in and give out.

EH? wrong, give in and take it easy.

crazy cann. never ending.

AH, i'm so thankful that friday is coming and it is TOMORROW! :)

will get to meet Baby already, doing my own things before meeting him. when i start working now, machiam like no life already. HEY, no complain. be thankful of getting a job at this period of time.

YEAH LO! I ALSO CANT WAIT FOR MY SCHOOL TO START!!!!

JIAYOU AH EN! :D

*Perservence is the answer to impossible.*

2009-02-03T23:05:00.003+08:00

it's the 2nd month of 2009! oh my!

one thing is good cause i wont be staying in my office for too long. everyday i just pray that my working time will pass quickly. cannot tahan, seriously. every single day, i'm really doing the same thing! it's quite bored and tiring thing, you know? though is simple and easy to earn money.

i would wanna to use more brain juices to solve problems. HAHA! yeah, in my future career. :)

i lost my phone. sighs. losing phone is like losing soul. all my pictures, songs, messages - GONE! JUST LIKE THAT! how come got these heartless people around ah? just return la, not yours what. wont feel guilty meh? DONT UNDERSTAND LEH, WHERE IS YOUR HEART? TELL ME!

i will be alright soon, next time just remember to dump everything inside a bag or bring a bag along. nevermind if it is BIG, BETTER!

planned to go toa payoh after work and also having dinner with Baby. then just before i went out of the main door, i saw this red colour car.. BABY'S! he gave me a suprise by waiting for me below my office! SO SWEET OF HIM:)

be positive and cheerful, i always say. yes i will do it.

everyday is a brand new day, so SMILE people. :D

2009-01-27T00:54:00.002+08:00

after listening,

i realise this is the one thing which i lack of.

quite painful experience.

2009-01-24T23:28:00.003+08:00

BOO! i am using Baby's lappy as he is outside doing his own stuff and so i have decided to blog. :)

yesterday i was quite relax and felt happier in office. because my workloads were lighten so much! to me, is the greatest thing ok? i got to online the whole day. sounded that i cant online righttt? it's true, temp staff is not allowed to. i used ebuddy to online then they wont know as the thingy will not blink when you received new message. HAHA!

but i guess after chinese new year, AH i gonna faint. maybe the forms are piling up and i gonna rush them like siao. no one says earning money is the easiest thing, do they?

the happiest moment is when your paycheck arrived right? HA! i am waiting okkkk!!

lunar new year is just 1day away, dint really complete my CNY shopping. wonder why. but i realise i have been shopping alot. HAHA! will never get enough of them! :) yes economy is bad right now, it will definitely turn well. what goes down will comes up or what comes around goes around. yeah?

hopefully after i graduate, the economy will bloom like crazy!!! :) live happier, live longer.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, EVERYONE! :)
GONG XI FA CAI! CAI YUAN FASTER LAI!

what's taking him so long to return to me? HMMM. dont bf him already.

*my dreams will be my reality.

2009-01-13T22:27:00.002+08:00

HHHHEEELLLO!

2nd week of January 2009, started working since 2jan2009. haha:) though the job scope is easy but data entry can be quite boring too. everyday you're keying the same thing over and over again. with a mountain of document awaits for you to key into the system.

not complaining la but.. just to say it out the feelings lo. at this point of time, nothing much i can do because it's quite short period. thank God that i can get job now hence En, be contended.

YES I AM:)

just got my advanced diploma term 2 result, i passed! YES! praise God! i can further my studies now! YIPEE YEAH YEAH YIPEE YEAH! hope i can get into UOB. :)

i have sudden urge to blade, dont know why too. HA! it's been so long since the last blade. still remember when i first learn, was at my house corridor. fell down quite alot. thankfully i had my gears on.

gonna try more sports such as golf. WOO! who is going to sponsor me manz? the fee for the holes gonna burn a HOLE in my pocket. maybe next time. hmmm, maybe water sport? ski-ing? YEAH. should aim that.

*you can give without loving but you cannot love without giving.*

2009-01-01T01:26:00.003+08:00

HAPPY TWO ZERO ZERO NINE!

today is a brand new day and brand new year!

MAY 2009 BE THE BEST YEAR YET! :)

thank God for 2008.

2008 was a duper quick year for me,
it was the year i learnt dancing!!!

for 2009,

i'm planning to go overseas, utmost is Hong Kong. HAHA!
yes, i must goooo!!

and i pray that the economic will be better as the days go by.
of course, world peace. :)

BE HAPPY ALWAYS!

MUACKZ!

2008-12-31T01:32:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE!

my arms are open wide to welcome 2009!

in 2009, i'm hitting a TWO infront. how sad.

it's alright, i'm looking forward and looking on a bright side of life. :)

old but young at heart. ok, that's it. at least i'm younger than Baby.

WAHAHAHAHA!

wonder why there is not much late night shopping or rather night market. maybe their night market is pasar malam. PLEASE, for goodness sake. anything there can buy are just the food. if we were to increase the tourists coming in here then put some effort into those area, not just some resort planning and that's it.

folding stars now.

every star is a blessing.

put into the bottle.

and time to SLEEP!

*Willingness is one of the keys to success.*

2008-12-27T00:59:00.002+08:00

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS! :)

on christmas eve, Baby and i met in the afternoon, he brought me to a bazzar (Converse Warehouse Sale). i grabbed couple of things, they were really cheap. going for crazy sales. i bought the jackpussel white shoes, slippers and 3 tees! i'm very sorry, Baby. -you know why.-

at night, we went to watch Ip Man. yes i agreed, it is indeed a very nice movie. worth the money and it is funny too. especially the part when Ip Man's son cycle and said "Dad, mum said if you're not gonna start fighting, every thing in our house going to break." HAHA!

last night went out to town to see christmas lightings with family. there were so so so many people, there were a big show going on. maybe that explained why. you know the junction infront of the 24hrs Swensen, everyone was like taking picture on the middle of the road. they careless about the traffic cann.

i was amazed, wanted to try it too. AND I DID! i tried for 3 times because the first 2 trys failed, the bus blocked our way! SO FUN LA! gonna wait for christmas 2009 already. christmas 2008 santa claus hat was creative, it was small size-clip on hair. GREAT CREATIVITY! :)

*it is You, i adore.*

2008-12-22T13:54:00.006+08:00

HHELLOO!

just came back from Desaru Trip with my family and Baby for 2D1N. we were with 100.3FM Djs.

reached there at about 2pm and checked in at about 3plus. the room is big but the water is CANNOT MAKE IT. cos it's very yellow-brown in colour, we gonna let it run for about 25-30minutes then you can see clear water.

after resting awhile and changed to comfortable clothes, went to the beach area to take photos! the beach there is nice, especially the wave. it has a big impact but the sea water is very dirty. AIYO.

going there is just like having EATING FEAST, keep on eating eating and eating. on the 1st day/night, we had Lobster seafood for lunch and BBQ Buffet dinner at this Fruit Farm. the wedges, mushroom sauce and fruits were nice. especially their mangoes. oh my.. is very sweet.

we had mambo night after dinner and we went to see Fire Flies at about 9plus 10. this was my first time seeing fire flies. they are truly beautiful. thanks to the uncle that we managed to see/feel/catch them in very upclose area. they are not able to survive long, according to the tour guide. maybe should do some research on them.

when the uncle went towards and disturb them, they flew around. one of them flew and landed on Baby's right hand. stayed there for quite long.. IT was small and the thingy which make them glow looked like torch light. IT keep blinging till one moment, the light became weaker and i told Baby "IT has no more battery, HAHA"

it's like those lighting badge you will see people selling on Christmas/New year countdown in Orchard rd. :) dint manage to capture them, because it will scare them away.

on the 2nd day, woke up at 820am. ate breakfast at 9-930am, went back to hotel and rest. at about 1115am, we were called to gathered at lobby because we gonna visit crocodile/fruit farm, mini zoo and bee talk. HAHA.

before having all these, we going to have LUNCH at 12pm! OH MY! see, we were just eating and eating. high tea at 3plus. HAHA!

went to visit crocodile farm, there are plenty of them. when we arrived, the owner went to use the stick and provoke them. HAHA! just to let us see how they react. do you know that when they dont move, they looked fake??!! their mouth always wide open, dont know waiting for what man. there are 2 of the crocodiles are tail-less. they survived, maybe they are born in this way..

i also took a picture with the small crocodile on my shoulder. :) the uncle even asked whether wanna put on my head. i rejected because i scare later IT pang sai! WAHAHA!!

YEAH, Baby bought me PATRICK! :)

*be blessed in all ways*

2008-12-13T00:55:00.003+08:00

i guess i will not forget last night (11Dec2008) dinner! we laughed so loud, so hard. everything was like so CLASSIC cann.

the TOASTS and.. .. !

the AUNTIE..

the VOLUNTEER AUNTIE..

the PICTURES!

HAHA! ULTIMATE!

thanks all for the joyous time! :)

2008-12-09T01:46:00.002+08:00

FINALLY EXAM OVER!

it's offical time for some REST AND RELAXING! :)

went to have steamboat with my friends at La Mei Zi today. we shopped and everything is like on SALE in Bugis Street and also Bugis Junction. WOO~ SHOPPIINNGGG, HERE I COOMMEEE..

pardon me for having some shopping crave because i have been in house for 2 weeks! and the feeling is definitely not great! HAHA!

BABY, I LOVE YOU! :)

2008-12-04T00:59:00.004+08:00

it's been a while since the last post.

well sometime unfortunate thing do happen to one self, everything is fine now. thank God i have Dad to be with me at that moment of time. thanks Dad:)

you're always smiling in all things and seeing things in the positive light, living a more happier life. you've taught me how. :)

out of sudden, i want to have the ability to dance. dance gracefully. woo, to have the beautiful moves and also to bring out music to life. can i? then i must discipline myself la! everytime when i hear nice music, i can just "BRING IT ON!" HAHA!

i SEEM busy and busy and busy but seriously, i dont know what i am busy with. like nothing yet i am occupied. strange huhz. nevermind, put aside.

there are quite a few tasks i wanna do AFTER EXAMS!

sun-tanning!
swimming!
wild wild wet!
exercise!
christmas shoppingSsS!
HONG KONG TRIP!

cant wait for all these alright! wonder when the Hong Kong trip gonna come true. will someone so kind and willing to sponsor me? i am okiee to go there alone la, so how? HAHA! BUT i know got 3 persons wont allow that! or maybe i sponsor someone's air ticket la?

imma crazy, seriously mad about going to Hong Kong. i miss THAT PLACE! it's really a SHOPPING HEAVEN ok! EN, STOP IT!

CANNOT!!!!!!!!!!!

*calm myself down* go sun-tanning first, please raise hand if you're agree to go.

YOU! you! you! AND YOU! yes la, no need to HUH here and there. JUST YOU!

AWESOME! :)

*i chose to be happy instead of being disappointed in certain things*

2008-11-14T00:30:00.004+08:00

at this point of my life, there are 2 men who are important to me.

one is DAD and another one is BABY.
both of them always make me love and hate them. (又爱又恨)

so terrible, horrible and vegetable.
but i love them anyhow.

hmm.. i believe every girl/woman will always look for one partner whom can love them for who they are just like their dads. that's of course right? no need to say more. but so weird, man like to toy woman feelings and never look for one partner whom can love them just like their moms.

WAHAHA. feel so funny and rubbish.

because man dislike their woman to be TOO NAGGY. HELLO, we LOVE you therefore we NAG and if we DONT, something is wrong already! GO CHECK IT OUT YOURSELF before it's too late! *wicked laugher*

we dont need you to survive, it's not only YOU and YOU alone who can fill the love tank so dont think highly of yourself. HA! God who loves us no matter how:)

correction.. i shouldnt be stereotyping ya?

there are still a possibility of men who like their women to be as NAGGY as possible though. yes, there are men who will outstand ALL MEN. you know what i mean? =P

*thank You God for being my Lord:)*

2008-11-10T01:08:00.005+08:00

HEY..

man or woman, which of them is harder to be?
i guess there is no specified answer to it.
sometimes you may hear.. "sighs, guys are hard to be." "sighs, woman is selfish."

perhaps the answer is, Understanding.

being a understanding person is not an easy task to be, you gonna to understand every feeling to every problem. could you? it is not by saying "i understand" AND THAT DOESNT MEAN YOU ARE. because you are saying for the sake of not wanting the person to be sad. isnt it?

c'mon, let face the fact that to be a human being is NEVER easy. yeah? BUT YOU CAN EITHER BE BETTER or WORSE in the every little thing you do. sadly, you CANT sit on the fence.

understanding, mutual trust.. you hear lots of times in relationship that we gonna have this.. have that.. BUT ARE YOU EXACTLY DOING IT? or again, for the sake of it? how sad huh?

giving in too much = disrespect?

some random stuff :)

*it's the understanding and mutual trust which holds the future.*

2008-11-08T01:15:00.002+08:00

A BIG HHHEEEEELLLLOOO!!

crazy me. i'm getting busy again. AH, it's like never ending but i love studying more than before. i wonder why. it's a good thing anyway. now i'm just taking a break from my assignment. =P

HMMM.. my term 2 exams are coming and it's real soon! like 1Dec08? MAN! then, gonna say bye bye to 2008. SO FAST CAN! i seriously hope i can go to HK! sounded desperate right? YES LA, i am so wanting to go and no one is available! BABY!!! =S

teddy bear, i miss you. real badly.

*it is the unusual response which brings Manifestation.*

2008-10-27T00:52:00.004+08:00

taken from here :)

hope you have a smile on your face now:)

2008-10-22T00:15:00.005+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!

i'm rushing out my HR assignment now and i need lots lots lots of wisdom!! it seems like i dont know wat exactly i need to write. it is due-ing on fri and I CAN DO IT!

no one to blame but me alone, i chose to do at the eleventh hour. WELL, i'm a STUDENT! :P

ARGH! IMMA so gonna finish them by Thurday or best, Wednesday NIGHT!

yes i will burn midnight oil if there is a need to!! Help me, LORD!

recently i have been crazily enough to go online shopping and baby told me not to spread virus to my friends because i asked them to join me! HA! he is evil! i must share the happiness within me ma! i'm a goody friend! WAHAHAHA!

AND AND AND.. i want to go to HK and i hope i CAN GO soooonnn! to bring back every single clothes, shoes, ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING la!

i sounded crazy, maybe i am.. due to the stress i'm facing right now. EN AH, JIAYOU! :)

*i can do all things through Christ who strengthen me!*

2008-10-17T01:55:00.005+08:00

babies..
they smile whenever they are happy,
they cry whenever they are sad,
they frown whenever they are angry.

they are.. the ones who have unlimited emotions and expressions.
they are very dear to their parents.
they simply are the ones who paint the life so colourful.

babies,
they are the wonderful and beautiful presents from God to parents on earth:)

*Ask and you shall receive - the promises of God.*

2008-10-16T00:46:00.008+08:00

BOO!

i think i'm gonna complain about something! HAHA! so ridiculous la!

to these these people:

dont ever pin point at others when you dont even know them, inside out or upside down. IN ANY WAYS, you are certainly NOT ALLOW to judge people by its appearances.

dont look as if i'm not gonna buy them, I WILL AND I CAN but too bad, i DONT WISH to buy one. what's your say? HA! you must be thinking that i dont even have the financial to purchase them right? you're wrong! i do have, plenty of them.

find them quite economically UNPRACTICAL. so what's your say now, people?

GET LOST.

in the end, it's just all about branding isnt it? or something more to it? LIKE WHAT? smell? taste? can you eat them? can you even live ON them when you're hungry? dont tell me, you're gonna sleep, bath with and apply perfume on it. this is so.. HILARIOUS!

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separate with a line to indicate i'm not belong to THESE people but ANOTHER one.

HAHA. if not, i'll be like slapping myself so this is to explain why la.

yes i understand that sometimes, appearances do make some difference and people always say the first impression is important. i was taught not to judge anyone for i am not judged.

people made mistakes, some will learn and some dont. why dont? simply because they are stubborn. YES definitely they are. :)

okiee, enough rantings.

baby, thanks for your unfailing love.
always willing to give your everything to me.
the very best, the ones which you think is great.
it never fails to touch my heart.

i have seen them through you.
and the sentence, "i love you more than i love myself."
you proved it all. :)

i will cherish you just like how a woman treasure diamond.
and i have grow to love you more today than yesterday.

"genuine love and care will touch many hearts."

2008-10-11T00:49:00.003+08:00

HELLO! i'm back for regular posting and then, i disappear again for dont know how long. that's me la. =P

*look at the time* it's Saturday. i thought i have school later today, guessed i was day dreaming.. maybe because i too in love with studying? you, yes you.. dont give me that look. *arbish!*

today i was write-chatting with my friend in class, it striked me when i came across that sentence. something which only me has the answer to it. yes, i gonna know/find out the answer soon. this set me thinking.. THANKS, M!:)

i have a nice story to share..

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'
DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.
SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.
SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'
SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.
SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'

The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door. The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think: Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often.

The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door. 'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.

'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man.
'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled.

Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills. The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

*Love is benefiting others at the expense of self.*

2008-10-09T00:39:00.005+08:00

the weather is bringing me sickness and now my nose is like going to drop off anytime.. SOON perhaps. i have been sneezing since afternoon! my good-de-ness!

just want to say.. i miss you baby, very much:) though we had just met, is not enough la! both of us are busy with own stuff recently. BUT we still LOVE each other alright? HAHA! =P

feel that when school has started, the week pass very quickly. see now, it's already Thurdays. then soon, EXAM = WAR.

this time round different, i'm looking forward to classes.. because THEY ARE GREAT! :)

last week received my result for my diploma's final project and term one exams. i got an A for my project. HOORAY! my hard work pays off! Praise God and yeah, i passed my term one exams too! way more to go for term two exams .. .. .. JIAAYOOUUU!

*HELLO you, YES me? MUACKZ*

2008-10-07T22:06:00.002+08:00

HAHA. i know i have been MIA for quite some time already. sincere apology! :)

last week was my school holiday, then again it just one week. was real busy working for Dad to deliver yellow pages to various places. on thurday, i went to 14places.. ALONE! but it was fun driving around. overall, proved to Dad that i can go to those unfamiliar places by myself! *claps* well, there's a thing called "Street Directory" alright sir? HAHA.

hardly get enough rest during this one week of holiday. stayed at home for 2 days are great for me! can recharge my energy:) soon i gonna start my assignments and this will stress me big time. yes, BIG TIME! but praise God this time is individual and they are not difficult as compared to term one:) JIAYOU, EN!

school has been great for me:) i learn something more beyond the books, it's good. as everyone knows, there's economic downturn. the shares went down so rapidly, the electric bills gone up to 21% and just today, telephone bill!!! there's $10 subscription fees yearly. everything is just shooting up like crazy.. :(

today lecturer told us that now Singapore is having recession, it is wise to stayput in campus to study. in other word, "hide" till recession is over. HAHA. he was saying that recession will be over in 2-3years time and by then, when all of us have complete degree.. it will be over.

*let the weak say, "i am strong."*

2008-09-16T00:08:00.001+08:00

HEYO!

out of sudden, have this craving for The Soup Spoon. wahaha! the last time i ate was 2 weeks ago. perhaps Ben & Jerry too. their cookie cheese was yummy when i first tasted them in Night Safari. well, maybe i will have Soup Spoon one of these days. =P

i was very busy for the whole of last week but i'm unsure of what i'm busy with. i had no enough of sleep.. feeling real tired and sleepy on friday, saturday and sunday. wahaha! even now i recalled, seriously have no idea of anything. maybe i have no "OFF" day to recharge myself last week. been studying for 5 days and will be studying another 10 more days then i'll be release to HOLIDAYS! hooray!

feel like going for swimming, swimming also can suntan me abit and play some water! HAHA! yesterday baby gave me Adidas-Avinyo watch:) we went to Hougang Mall to buy mooncake and walk around alittle. there, i saw few watches and he bought it the next day to suprise me. thanks baby! MUACKZ!

TAADAA!! this is the one!!

*yes indeed, prayer work wonders.*

2008-09-08T23:55:00.003+08:00

HEY THERE! -whoopss!! =P

my school has just reopened one week ago. i have 3 modules for this term 2, the lecturers are all sociable, lively and fun loving. i pray i will do well for these 3 exams at the end of this year. very fast, one week has passed and have entered the month of SEP.

assignment also have been issued out. well, i guess stress is starting to come on its way already. argh! but thank God, this time round it required 1 or 2 person. i'm really really happy. hmm.. dont say about past anymore, it just made me sad.

last Monday, went for Hip Hop II with Denise and Shihui. the routine involved with floor work, my goodness.. my knees had big patch of blue black. HAHA. it was fun.. especially the "hand made box" thingy, style:) Thurdays was gym day, went to train my abs and trunk. on Saturday, it was House II! wah, i admit my steps are quite blur.. HAHA. maybe i need more time to observe on one step then another.. then another.

AND GUESS WHAT???!!! on Saturday night after having dinner with Baby, we went to nearby petrol kiosk. WE SAW.. .. .. .. .. .. .. MICHELLE CHIA!!

we went to NTUC to look something while waiting for the pump to be ok.. i guessed we stayed there for quite some time and finally, we wanted to make a payment. Baby was queuing and i was looking around. standing behind him was.. MICHELLE CHIA lo! the funny thing was I DONT EVEN KNOW OR NOTICED HER!

when Baby making payment, i stood beside him and she was also beside me. in short, i was in the middle of them. when i looked at her, i told Baby..

me: "eh eh.. the woman so pretty.." *in my heart, i thought this lady look so much like Michelle Chia but i dont know is the real her.*

baby dint hear me, i guessed. then when she turned more to a left..

me: *so excited! pulling his shirt!* "EH.. SHE IS.. .. SHE IS!! !!"
baby: "wait wait.."

he already know that it was her when she stood behind him. i still so blur lo. wahahas! she is gorgeous! she is so slim, her legs are wah seh! nothing to say. but i dint act like those siao cha bor la, i kept my calmness but my eyes were on her. hahahaa! hmmm.. not just me, i think the whole NTUC people's eyes were on her! =P

*beauty lies on the eyes of beholder.*

2008-08-25T00:05:00.004+08:00

HELLO!

i am back from war! finally my term one exam has ended and i'm having my holidays but sadly, it just one week. sighs. well, gonna take this precious time to rest to "retrieve" back my strength! =P

in this battle field, the enemies are kind of trickly. argh! especially my marketing. when flipped open the question paper, STUNT! not just me, everybody! because the topics being asked were very different from the ones we studied. BUT! praise the Lord, i managed to write out my answer.. with some sense, of course. just hope everything will be fine. :) i have fight the good fight of faith!

on 13aug2008, went Sentosa with Ray, Ping, Candy and Me. i must say i was very elated with myself that i was not as burnt as last time. this time i really learn my lesson plus i applied sun tan lotion on it. the pain i had to go through, was really unbearable. though i love it tann/super tann looked, not torturing myself till the very extend to feeling like an OVEN again. =( yes mdm, i seriously learnt my lesson.

we sat on Skyride and played Luge. FUN ok! i mean the Luge. if there is offer/promotion like 3 rides at the price of 2, MAN! i guess it will market well. i'm feeling glad with studying this course, i seem so interested in anything related to business term now. thank God i did not made the wrong move. :)

maybe i fall in love with Sentosa, i wishing to go back soon. to play, to have fun.. being there, i'm relax and stress-free.. i have the peace of the world.. but these are shortlived. in the end, we still need to face the reality of this world whether we like it or not because we grow and living with it.

anyhow, after all the playing in Sentosa, went to shop around in Vivo City and went to meet Pei Yu and Denise at Far East Plaza. there, we shopped again.

baby said: "your shopping craze is back.."
i replied: "YES.."

hey, we are girls ok? wahahahas! one is never enough, for ladies especially. so if the company is targeting in female segmentation/industries - the profit is never worrying. stuff like, heels, cosmetics, clothes, handbags or any designers' products. just SET the RIGHT price.

NEWTON - the dining place that night! we had quite a handful of dishes; sting ray, crabs, ceral prawns, lala, kang kong, fried salted fish rice, sotong and MAN TOUs! :)

a day marked with smiles:)

*feedback is the breakfast for champion*

2008-08-11T14:41:00.002+08:00

HELLO! i'm back from Genting trip with my family last night at 1130pm!

on 8aug2008, we set off from Golden Mile at 1115pm and reached at 820am on 9aug2008. the journey was 9hours long!! it's crazily madness! supposed to be able to reach there about 4-5am but we went there via bus so cannot be blamed. HAHA!

the bus was shaky so whenever i can get to sleep, only slept for 1-2hours. poor me. i guess everyone was SO SLEEPY!! reached there - checked in - bath, GO EAT AND PLAY! the weather was not as cold as last time. i played quite a number of outdoor games. the pictures will attached below. :)

mummy, titi, mei mei and me went to play pirate ship, first row. HAHA! FUN! it captured our picture on the system when we were sitting there. esp titi and mei mei's reaction were funny. :) thank God there were not so many people as compared to last time. the waiting time was not long. YEAH.

at about 12-1pm, feeling real sleepy! went to have bak gu teh in First World Plaza to energize myself. after that went to play bumper car, WOO! with titi, mei mei and me.. my sister was so happy when she was kana bang or bang other people. HAHA!

on the way back to hotel, all of us had foot massage and shoulder massage. quite comfortable, my back was really suan. back to our room, lying on bed and fell asleep in split seconds. this explained how sleepy i was. THEN, this sister of mine kept ringing the door bell.. walking here and there. so busy like this. wahahahas!

woke up at 6plus - dinner time. energized! walk quite long distance to find the big big casino, i think. walk somemore and finally destined at a chinese resturants. on every table, there's a electronic device enable us to press it for a service. it written "water, call, bill" and the core waiters will have detect watch on their hand, this is to indicate which table has press for service. quite cool huh? maybe the resturants here wanna have this kind of device because some of the waiters are not sharp enough to see the hands. whoops. =P

during night time, my parent + ah ma and us parted our ways as the adults went to casino. the three of us continued to play other indoor games. HAHA. we sat, euro express,ferries wheel and some other family rides.

on 10aug2008, before going back.. sister and i decided to play wii. this was my first time playing, serious. fun and quite tiring, esp the boxing game. my arms are painful now. aiyo. afterwhich, had fish spa. it was itchy but was good:)

at 340pm, board the bus and home sweet home. the journey again was 8-9hours. the hours spent on road is longer than the time spent in Genting BUT had fun there:)

i hope next trip, i can go to hong kong for SHOPPING! whoops!!

*keep praying, keep asking, keep seeking :)*

2008-07-30T22:45:00.002+08:00

YO!

just came back from badminton session with my cell group friends, it was fun. AND, they are pro alright. they know all the rules and regulations. "service over.. 1st serve-2nd serve" but now i know quite abit. one of them know how to use right and left hand to play. this is amazing.

after which, we went to nearby to have dinner and to fellowship. we had satay, rojak and own dishes. one said "treat this as open ceremony, next week no more le ah.." wahahas. she sounded like dietitian, whoops.. i dint eat a lot for the two though. HAHA! i learnt that every 5 people, 1 person is died of cancer. hmmm.. gonna watch out.

Subway, a healthier choice as any meal in the day. what worse, i dont know how to order. my good-de-ness. sometimes when i wanna order but i'm afraid of ordering wrong stuff. mix here and there but.. aint sandwich meant to be like this? DUH!

speaking of healthier choice of food, The Soup Spoon also! OH man, maybe tomorrow i'm gonna have it?! tried for the first time with my classmates and it was delicious alright! last week after my gym session went to have it too! whoops! the price is reasonable and food are satifying!

remembering in the past, i dislike salad very much especially with the sauce. i felt it tasted so weird and NOT NICE AT ALL. but NOW, i have been eating them frequently. HAHA. yes, human changes. :)

*I am the Light onto your feet, do not worry.*

2008-07-20T22:12:00.006+08:00

hey miss me?!

well just came back from Thailand trip on Wednesday, 16july2008 for 5days 4nights! it was fun and tiring because i dont have enough of rest. woke up early morning at 830am (Singapore Time) and slept at about 1-2am. the MOST important was about my mission! and is to bring back the whole of Thailand back. HAHA!

not literally the whole but at least much better than the last trip there. it was really SHOPPING TRIP! :) i bought numbers of clothes and i was suprised by myself - every night went back hotel with a full bag of clothes. one thing i regret was the big squarish spectacle. i should have just bought it then. nevermind! i will get it somewhere in this small island, if there is.

everything there was cheap, cheap and cheap! but the food there is kind of oily, machiam free supply. wahahas. i got to eat their waffle hotdogs on the first arrival, it was nice. yummy! i enjoyed very much with baby there:) despite of his painful knee, he still accompany me to walk walk and walk all day long. he kind of subsides my meals so that i can buy more of my clothes. so sweet of him:) loves loves.

happy days always seem shortlived. now that i'm back here, many things awaits for me to do. somtimes i just wanna sit back and relax but it's quite impossible. for project, why cant they be responsible enough? well, this is my first and very last grouping with them. am i labelled selfish if i'm being like this? maybe i just want to get things done effectively and efficiently. seem quite hard for them. hello? one of your accomplice is not doing her work properly or perhaps you want to remind her? guess just forget about it. if either of you is not interest in doing, kindly let me know so that i wont waste both of our time. anyway, going to hand up soon.

this is the challenge i need to face, and maybe i failed it very badly. i tried to communicate, tried to be patience, i tried but.. i dont know how. HELP! is just making me insane all the time. really pray that this marketing project will be a ok..

*Word -> Faith -> Life -> Light*

2008-07-09T12:53:00.009+08:00

hello!! hello!!

i'm in school right now, having the 2hours break so i am here updating my post! wahahas. these few days have been rushing out project, assignment and some of the homework given by my lecturer. my good-de-ness, i think i'm really need find someone to help me in my finance suject manz. LORD, HELP ME!

yesterday my lesson has postpone to today's morning and i went to NATION LIBRARY ok.. HAHA! thank God for the peaceful environment that i am able to complete my work for 90%. i stayed there for about 3hours plus then i went off cause i felt very cold and i dint bring my jacket!! AIYO!

last friday, Denise, Candy, Liping, Pei Yu and me went to celebrate Miss Late's birthday. we had chiong qing steamboat for dinner and headed to clarke quay (Kandibar by heckandi) for some drinks. we played games which made me laugh till drop, it was crazily madness:) we enjoyed it!

a candid shot of Miss Late, she smiled so wide:)
very nice captured!

happy birthday, my dear! :)
we bumped onto Fathin that night! *ahem!*

*life is great, live it to the fullest. :)*

2008-07-02T21:58:00.006+08:00

BOO!

time really flies, half of the year has gone with a blink of an eye. school has been real busy for me, keep doing assignment and projects. these are enough to tie me down. well.. this is part of student's life, isnt it? the stress is indescrible, till the extend where i dont feel like doing anything. this is my second time of me feeling this way. perhaps more to come in the near future so i better learn how to handle my stress well! EN, jiayou! :)

on mon night, baby came to fetch me out for movie. so nice of him because he know that i was very stress and he brought me out for some air breathing. MUACKZ!

watched Get Smart. Rated: 4.8/5.

i really felt destress after showing this movie, the actions by the actors were silly and funny. it was a nice relaxing movie! :)

i did this quiz, taken from ping's blog.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

*God is good all the time, all the time God is good. :)*

2008-06-27T00:22:00.007+08:00

hey there! :)

this school week (monday - thursday) is kind of hectic for me. i had morning class since monday till wednesday, gonna wake up early on thursday though, for some project meeting. unforunately both tuesday and wednesday were whole day! my good-de-ness! the tiredness inside of me is undescrible. praise God that today (friday) no class.

not much of rest now, assignments are piling up like crazy. one after another, i have the total of 3! marketing project, business information systems and its class presentation, about ERP (enterprise resource planning) technologies. hoping i am able to cope well with everything. thank God for my friend's sister guidance. thanks so much, it meant alot to us. :)

i always thought that if one is much older, one would be able to think wisely, sensibly and responsibily but to my suprise, it was not. hello? we are a team, not individual. as a team, we SHOULD WORK together and please be serious when doing something. yes i am upset. why? because i felt very unfair to some of the members here. we stress, you relax and you getting the same marks there? c'mon, wake up your idea. if you really care about your studies/future, you would/should do something about it. dont you? maybe this is the challenge to test my patience.

You Don't Mess With Zohan, rated 4.7/5.

on monday went to catch this movie with baby at AMK Hub after school. this show was madness-ly crazy and hilarious. one of parts which leave me deep impression.. "Disco - Disco.. Good Good.. Disco - Disco.. Good Good.." HAHA! baby and i laughed till so ridiculously cann.

last night went shopping with Candy and Liping.. "thanks.. will consider about it." was last night phrase. HAHA! wanted to buy many things, esp that BURBERRY wallet! it's love a first sight. i kept thinking about it and i hope i will be able to get it. :) love it!

love is understanding, long-suffering. we need to learn how to understand people. for you know it takes time, it takes courage to face the reality (when a person tell you about yourself). yes the truth always unpleasant but then again, it is always the truth (be it positive or negative) which will make you a better person.

*accept the truth/comment as it will make you a better person.*

2008-06-22T17:39:00.006+08:00

hello!

i am like so stress or I AM REALLY STRESS with doing my marketing assignment! i have been thinking and thinking for what i am suppose to write on it. i need guidance! idea! HELP! hope i am on the right track though. that lecturer dont really seem willing to help but hope he does somehow!! jus take a short break from assignment as well as whining out! =P

as 1 week coming to an end by today, i guess no more 1 week 5 days already but is 3-4 weeks! feel like bursting out, seriously. i have been waiting for this very day to arrive yet the blackout incident happened! WHY! this period of time has not been easy for me to pull through, i am literally restricted for anything and everything, now this happened! i am devasted! i am thinking real hard right now to make the very right/wise decision, i scare i will make the stupidest decision in the end. how? i really just want to get rid of this SOON! *this refers to a product.

being bothered by this for days manz.. because of my health. of course i want me to be in pink of health but i seriously dont wish to see this thing anymore!!! making me insane now. i promise/command myself that after everything, i wont consume anything like this ever again!!

*making a wise decision will give you a better living.*

2008-06-19T23:46:00.004+08:00

i dont know how to describe today's happening or rather explain of it.. i cannot believe the very fact that i actually went blackout today at 2plus in the noon in carpark.

went to Sim Lim Square today to get something. after buying, baby and i were walking towards his car, he was about to get into his seat and then, he dislocated his knee. it actually popped out one side and he bravely went to push it in. he shouted in great pain and he was really in pain.

i got so scared so i went over his side to take a look at him.. when the moment i stood there, i felt so strange, somehow my vision was blur, my mind was not right.. and next moment i was on the floor. baby was there, he kept shouting out loud to wake me up. "BABY!!!.. BABY!!!.. BABY!!!.." i think i had flashback during that very moment but unsure of what i had. it was my very 1st time experience like this. this freaks him out. i simply + completely have no idea of me falling onto the floor, i dint feel the impact at all.

i tried to recall back to find out the reasons why i will passed out. but still, unable. this is so scary. thank God i am fine right now and gonna be fine:)

*the power of the tongue*

2008-06-17T22:26:00.008+08:00

HEY!

now i blog quite frequent then later i disappear again for dont know how long more. wahaha. just started my one week break. i guess this week is really a break time for me to relax, to absorb the modules being taught. PLUS, doing marketing project. it's like killing me cann, dont know what went wrong with me. i wanted to do but my flesh is so unwilling.. nevertheless, i did today!

dint really know what the lecturer want us to do or rather the expectations. he just simply passed us the assignment paper and asked us to discuss with our own group. maybe it's time for us to be more independent now, no more spoon feeding as many other lecturers would say. BUT AT LEAST HELP ALITTLE LA. i am like trying so hard to find the informations anywhere, squeezing out my brain juices. I CAN DO IT, i must tell myself. visitation to library is a need I STRONGLY BELIEVE!!!

nowadays, i ate alot of fruits (vitamin C). now i need more vitamin D which is the SUN!! meaning i wanna go sentosa because i need the SUN!!! i becoming fairer and fairer, i dont like lo. i wanna darker than this but not CHAOTA ok. anyone in favour of this? or go wild wild wet, not bad idea too. :)

watched The Incredible Hulk. rated 3.5/5.

cant really remember the first movie of The Hulk. not sure whether this show got link with it. anyway, i love the part whereby Bruce (The Hulk) save his ex-lover (Betty). it's like yin xiong jiu mei, quoted from baby. HAHA.

baby and i stayed back because i was wondering whether after the credits, will there be any trailer for the next one. UNFORUNATELY no. felt like slapping myself upside down. i tell you why. because everytime when i left the place after movie ended, the trailer of next related movie shows up (like Iron Man, according to my cousin there was lo). this time i decided to stay, DONT HAVE! played with me right this people. actually just feel like laughing at myself hard la. so silly. WAHAHA!

the actor, Edward Norton.

the actress, Liv Tyler.

*since the day i'm with you, my eyes have set on you.*

2008-06-15T21:51:00.006+08:00

hello! HAPPY PAPA'S DAY! :)

just came back from dinner at Bugis with family and i am extremely happy. we dined in Wongkok Cafe, Char Chan Ting. it was long since the last ate there. the menu has changed, added with more varieties. not much to say, the food there are still yummy. i'll bring more friends and baby there to taste it. SOON!!! REAL SOON!!

why i was so happy because i got to eat anything i want!! thus i ordered one hot plate dish with 3 CHOPS (pork chop, chicken chop & beef steak)!!! today was exceptional because it's PAPA day, therefore i can eat that and some other dishes. I AM REALLY EXTREMELY HAPPY!!!! it's really really YUMMY!!! you know???!!!! HAHA! "2weeks and 5days more to go.."

yesterday went for House I at O School. the steps made my legs dangle but i will really practise to make it perfect manz. if not, cant catch up.. eh, i dont have the songs. how? HAHA, i will find them!

about 10plus, wanted to watch The Incredible Hulk but baby decided to go for a SPIN.. TPE - ECP.. we stopped at East Coast Big Splash and walked around there. night scenery there is very beautiful though it was quite humid last night. we saw 2 people playing with those lights up kite, so excited i was quickly pull him to the place. was like a little child, INDEED. HAHA! wanted to buy that some time ago but dint know where to get.

baby went to ask about the price and it gave me a shocked. it costs $480 for beginner. i thought it would be so much cheaper unforunately not. HAHA! ".. we'll consider.. thanks.." he said. continued strolling to the nearest 7-11 and guess what? i saw something real cute. *see below..

THIS! it's so small cann! colours available: Red, Black, Purple, Yellow, Blue (maybe got somemore but i forgot already =p) baby bought for me while saying "want anot? if not pay money already ahh.." sounded like daddy buying for daughter right? love you la. muackz!

recently just bought a little dunk and now, a little crocs. HAHA! OH! i remembered last year i bought a little crumpler matchbox, all of these things are amazingly cute and small! :)

*no matter how tough the problem may seem, there'll be solutions.*

2008-06-13T20:25:00.005+08:00

BOO! i am here to update my blog!! =P ".. have complains already.."

this week is the second week of june 2008 and going to third week already. *faint* i wanna announce that MY ONE WEEK HOLIDAYS IS HERE!!!:) time to relax but also time to do marketing project. time really flies. just a blink of an eye, i have attend school for 4 weeks which is 1 month. it's fast ya?

lately, i also have watch quite handful of movies such as Sex And The City, Kungfu Panda, Iron Man and Chocolate. i got a shocked as i flashed back. HAHA! because it's been ages since i have frequently watch movie. you know la, those schooling days.. when we have nothing to do in the afternoon, few friends and i would chiong to TM/town to watch movies. those time were really beautiful memories for me. we would distribute the tickets, sometimes chose the numbers which we liked. it was fun, honestly.

on 8june2008, we (denise, eunice, sihui and me) went to The Big Groove concert. there were dancers from japan, australia, various campus dancers group and of course, O School dancers! they were simply awesome! the whole thing were very successfully and AWESOME! those dances made my jaw dropped. :)

candy, liping and i had k session on 10june2008. we were crazily singing that night, HAHA! guess what?! this time MISS LATE was early. congrats! =P at about 10pm, we ended the session and headed to my home for chit chattings, it was raining cats and dogs. cant blame that girls are more on emotional side. we tend to be more sensitive than usual, tend to suspect things more therefore causing those unnecessary thinkings but deep inside, we are very concern about things which are happening.

yesterday someone said something to me and made me quite depressed.

to someone,
if you are sensitive enough, you wouldnt say that. if you still want to keep your customers, you wouldnt say that. it will cause phychological damage when you actually said that. can you ever pay for the price? i guess not. so i hope you will not mention it ever again. thank you.

i pray hard i will get rid of it soon because it's hindering me today! GOOO AWAY!! thank you!!

this little dunk cost 10bucks. must be crazy to buy huhz? but i liked it. :) thanks baby.

last night i saw this t-shirt in Pacific Plaza - Gallery, it printed OBEY in green and black base. it cost $42, pondering whether to buy or not. should i? GSS is here but the shop dont have offers leh, how? HAHA!

*must learn how to forgive and forget*

2008-05-26T22:41:00.007+08:00

after alighting from cab on last sunday (25may2008) morning, i have something to declare or say..

please mind the words coming from your mouth of things which are untrue. i guessed that you are just so ignorant enough to say such a thing. some people heard of it and will say the same thing but the point is, no one is forcing; no one is holding a knife/parang infront of you. on the other hand, thank God most people know and understand it. if you're unsure of anything not true, kindly approach for further informations. dont be quick to judge and jump into assumption.

"do things not for man to see but He who is above sees. And, He look into your heart."

today went to school for a program - Effective Time Management, it was quite relaxing. the speaker was very freely presented, entertaining though he was straight forward. he taught time management, therefore he is very aware of time. he wakes up 5am every morning or sometimes 430am. i dont wake up at this time, it is so early and many would say "not enough sleep la.." including me. HAHA. and our class ended at 1045am. early right??! by the way, the program started at 930am. :P

my mei recently just got her computer reformatted. i helped her to install msn and know what she did just now? she logged in and chatted with me when I AM JUST BESIDE HER!! one more thing which made me laughed (flashing back), is when she has finish typing and press "Enter", she thought for awhile then..

she verbally said: "eh jie.. deng yi xia.. i still wanna say more.." then she happily continue typing.

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, so cute yet silly. whoops. i love her still:)

*the truth and only the truth will set you free*

2008-05-23T17:24:00.005+08:00

hello..

it has been quite a well since the last blogged. first and foremost i would like to say, rest in peace, my friend:) my condolences. your presence on earth has indeed touch many heart of your friends. i came to a shocked when i heard of your news. in my heart, i couldnt believe myself but still, we have to accept the truth. may you bless, watch over your beloved ones and friends on earth:)

though sometimes it hard to face the cruel truth/reality, life still goes on. be strong! :)

i started my advanced diploma on the 20may2008. the feeling of being a student again is definitely, ultimately great. to my horror, this time my class is so so so big. it's about 70-80 people. on the second lesson of the week, we went to lecture theatre. i was kinda excited because i havent been one before.

when i told baby, he replied "wah.. like mountain tortories." LOL.

life is fragile, someone says.
life is tough, someone says.
life is easy, someone says.
life is happy, someone says.
life is lousy, someone says.

life is of many things, many words which you can think of and say. cherish one another dearly to your heart. hence, live no regrets in latter life. it's always easy to say and action is now:)

*friend, may you be smiley always in above:)*

2008-05-07T22:30:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :)

had great celebration yesterday and as well as today:) it made me smile so wide and i really feel blessed! just came back from dinner with parents and baby.. *scream* i am happy!!

yesterday went out with my girls - denise, candy, liping and ray (later part then joined us). met candy at city hall at 5pm to buy donuts, it's nice! really must try! i bought 2dozen - one for girls and one for baby. guess what? 1dozen of ALCAPONE! think i'm crazy but it's really nice!

after buying, candy and i took mrt to somerset to meet denise and liping. miss LATE was not late yesterday. *a round of applause* wahahas. we wanted to dine at Sakae Sushi in Heeren but it was closed already then we went to Sakura in Orchard Shopping Centre. so full can, it was really so full.. the last man standing last night was.. .. .. MISS LATE!

when everything was finished, they gave me present and it was.. .. .. new urbanmale tank top - switzerland! i was shocked because they tricked me to know what i wanna from NUM!! wahahas. i was suprise! and i really wanna thank them from the bottom of my heart.

Girl, thanks for your present!:) i do do appreciated it!!

at about 8plus, we finished eating.. ray also ended work and on the way to find us at PS. going for some pool sesssion!! it has been long since the last touch manz! the 4 of us slowly walked to PS, i wanna see something. LOW AND BEHOLD! denise, ray and i (the animal house) bought the tee shirt from Design TShirt shop. 3 for $90. not bad a price. and i love the shirt!:)

during the time of playing pool, it was like having some chalet there. we had donuts, drinks, video watching, talking and of course, photo-taking! i blew cake there too! bought by RAY aka xiaofeixiang. thanks ah ray! wahahas. we played till 1130pm and took bus home. in the journey, we did something fun but we wouldnt show it anywhere ya! it is for memories and time of laughers! hahas.

thanks girls (denise, candy, liping and ray) for celebrating this memorable day for me! :) every single one of you is greatly appreciated and love by me!

today.. is the actual day! hee:) met baby in the noon! and he bought me a necklace! first time received necklace as birthday present, because i dont usually wear accessories on my body except for earrings. so excited for this cann! and happy! thanks baby for the necklace!:) i love it too! you are also greatly appreciated and love by me! muackz:)

in the night, my family, me and baby went to Paradiz Centre for dinner. we dined at Tao's, 7 course dinner. it was nice, their grilled chicken is nice. can try it too next time.. wahahas. we were so full after eating everything. and the manager also prepare a small birthday suprise for me:) thanks, Raymond (Tao's manager) for the birthday suprise and the gift!:)

thank you all for doting me!! i'm really blessed having all of you by my side!! :) muackz!

with lots of love & thanks:)

*i thanked God for my family, baby and my friends:)*

2008-05-04T11:52:00.003+08:00

HAPPY LABOUR DAY! whoops, i'm late! =p

finally, project accomplished! feeling real relax now, no stress no nothing.. great! something i was mad about on the day of submission but God is good, i shall be angry no more. it's over anyway! :)

after everything went home to rest and patiently waiting for that miss LATE. she reached about 815pm where i told denise that i will be reaching MS at that time. duh! went to shop awhile and then dinner. we dined at Kenny Roger, we had family platter. it was big and filling, what's matters most was the chicken and muffin! the muffin is never a regret! serious la!

it has been quite some time since the last laughed together. AND, that day we had our long lost laughers.. the smiles. they were genuine:) i always believing in talking out to solve the matter, this is truly how it works. after hearts to hearts talk, everything will go deeper; deeper understanding with each other, deeper love for one another.

soon we finished dining, suggested to go over to esplanade and have fun. indeed, we had fun! photo shootings - jumping. eh, using legs! real legs! hahahahaha! we jumped till 1130pm like this, perspired like crazy manz but i love it:)

last night baby bought a husky home. is a he and his name is Thunder. i will introduce to you soon when i capture a picture of him ok. his eyes are beautiful, it's blue in colour. he is intelligent, i will begin to love him. :)

*dog - a loyal friend whom will stick to you through thick and thin.*

2008-04-27T21:28:00.007+08:00

HEYYO!

are these 2 books cute? bought from ABC, Bugis.

yesterday - 26april2008, at about 8plus, baby bought me to city hall to buy donuts when i suddenly requested. muackz:) both of us wore till so LKK, so malu. thank God we just buy and went off already. we bought 2 dozens, 1 for me and 1 for him = $21 (cheap?). so excited i was, first time queueing up for donuts plus with baby leh! wahahas.

below are the pics of the donuts:

this is the brand, J.Co Donuts & Coffee.

present to you, THE DONUTS!
their signature one, Alcapone, is real nice:)
well, all are nice except one. dont tell ya.

my project is dueing soon, i am glad that lecturer said "good, you're on the right track.." the moment when i heard about it, the spirit inside lifted up. what if he said "eh.. i think you went the wrong track.." i can know the scenio lo, is i faint. HAHA! but thank God, everything is good!:) i shall worry no more.

i learnt and can be assure that communication is really the key for every single relationship. be it friendship, kinship, boy/girlship. all need communications, communication doesnt REQUIRE MEET. just commune.

let's define communications:

1. the imparting or interchange of thoughts, opinions, or information by speech, writing, or signs.

2. something imparted, interchanged, or transmitted.

3. a document or message imparting news, views, information, etc.

4. means of sending messages, orders, etc., including telephone, telegraph, radio, and television.

maybe people mistake that, only when meeting/gathering then can commune. so amuse, isnt it? then what for you owned a phone? laptop? internet? it is for you to commune.

PS. just a sudden thought.

*God will answer all prayers if you persist*

2008-04-21T01:14:00.006+08:00

HELLO!

*looking at the calender* now is already the last 2nd week of April and soon it will be May 2. this is the day where i need to submit my final year project - fundamentals of web development. i have done about 90% right now, it's left with the report writing and printings! the feeling of completion is just so so great!! is a kind of achievement, is a kind of excitment, is a kind of happiness. hmmm.. a mixed emotions la. HAHA!

have no idea how come i'm like so smiley when the deadline is NEAR and when the stress-ness forced my pimples to be out! crazy. but thank God they are hidden:) STILL, gonna get rid of them la. out of sudden, have a craving for ramen at Orchard Plaza. *wonder*

last wednesday in Amercia Idol 7 was Mariah Carey Week, as every contestant will be singing Mariah's songs and on thurdays, Mariah came to the show. she sang Bye Bye in her latest album, E=MC². aiyo!! good-de-ness!! she is beautiful, goregous and of course, X-factor. her assets (ahem, doesnt mean there only. dirty right? *caught*) are just no-words-to-describe. she has slimmed down so much. well, she is gifted by the grace of God. she is the Legend:) *respect*

here's Mariah Carey singing Bye Bye on Amercia Idol 7 LIVE!

today service was Dr Kim SungHae who married to Dr David Yonggi Cho, pastoring in a church (Yoido Full Gospel) with 750,000 members. the moment i saw her on screen, my spirit has lighten so much and the spirit of happiness has filled the entire hall. her spirit - delightful.

1. Holy Spirit gives you the power to build good relationships.
2. Holy Spirit gives you the power of heavenly wisdom.
3. Holy Spirit helps us to cast out diseases and demons.
4. Holy Spirit gives us to be strong witness.

Dr Kim SungHae, a great woman of God. :)

*we are the happy man!~*

2008-04-11T23:54:00.005+08:00

everything changes, so do human beings.
have the urge of reconciling things back.
but i have no enough courage to do so.
even till today, i can never erase the memories.

to those, you're of no difference at all.
you did just the same.
and thinking that you're right.
sadly, you're wrong.

having to lose someone dear to you, painful?
i guess not, to some.
yes some things cant return to the place where it should be.
but the heart always carry the true feelings.

having said with all these, i am feeling no better.
recalling the things we did.. it makes me feel worse.
can this ever mend it back? i wonder.
or should i let it go for good?

am asking myself many times.
and each time i recall, my heart sink.
though life still goes on..
i hope i will not regret for the decision made.

friend, thanks for the memories which you have given to me.
those i will remember in heart and erase which are unpleasant.
i wouldnt know how or what to say inside of me.
feeling weird and awkward, bitter too i guessed. this may be the last time.

hmmm.. thanks for letting me know in this kind of manner.
i know it and will take it as a warning.
seeing everything happening in this way wake me up.
once it gone, it'll be gone.

so let the bygone be bygone.
you may say how come, why, what.
i have no idea with myself too.
apologise that i cant answer them.

my mind are exhausted, exploding with questions..
i think all these while i am just entertaining myself.
am i too conservative?
am i too center-minded?

guess there's a need for me to put everything at a pause or rather.. stop.
the feeling inside of me are tearing me into pieces. i feel terrible.
the scenes which i see now are no longer familiar.
it's no longer the one which i once knew.

ok, i have made this particular decision.
unsure of whether it'll be good or bad.
but come what may, let nature take its course.

*having hold on for so long and now letting go. it hurts.*

2008-04-03T03:41:00.003+08:00

wonder why i'm still awake at this time.. so late in the hour, madness huhz.. was doing final project. it's killer? but i must love it anyhow! how i wish someone would lend me a hand! i'm really stuck for hours & hours & hours once i started doing it.

by the way, jus now working half way.. baby came and fetch me out to have punggol nasi lemak. i feel FAT! i ate BA CHOR MEE + 2 wings (he gave me ate one). that's even FATTER! aiyoyo.. think i gonna run rounds & rounds & rounds to "delete" all those! =P

i have one delightful news to share! i got into Advanced Diploma in Business Management!! the feeling was great and was smiling while reading it. because i can be a student once again! it seem so long since the last attend day classes. after stepped into the working world, i fell in love with studying. it's always been like this, isnt it?

thank God for one good news after a stressful day!:)

*"it is good to give than to receive", He says*

2008-03-31T00:16:00.006+08:00

now as of the time.. is the last day of march 2008 already. time really flies. my good-de-ness. are you afraid that you will have not enough time in life? hmm.. perhaps due to project assignments. HAHA.

saw your back today when was boarding the bus.
was stunned. hesitate whether to call you but withdraw.
my heart was pumping hard, unsure of why is that so.

after seeing, the thought came flashing in my mind again.
i was thinking, thinking real hard.
listening to the songs in my mp3.

"goodbye to you.. goodbye to everything that i knew.." the song says.
sighs.

will it really be a goodbye?
am i still in the circle once more?
is losing a dear friend worse than losing a boyfriend?

that sound so true to me though.

ANYWAY, today's service was great. the message preached was BAM! powerful!

*To get where you want to go in life, you must start where you are.
*Decisiveness is the quality to bring changes.

all changes are made by decisions - dedication - discipline.

what is success to you? a pure luck? or hard work = success?

"these successful people are just pure lucky not to get caught for cheating.. if not they will end up like me in jail" a prisoner said.

if success to you is hard work and being responsible then, you are holding success right in your hands! remember, there is no short cuts in life. all your hard work sure will pay off. i believe there's nothing called luck in this world. work hard! work hard! and, God will reward you!!

the enemies of Decisiveness are Ambivalence (means continual fluctuation) and Procrastination (means keep delaying). a very good example of procrastination is this real story "Woman who stuck in toilet seat for 2 years."

noted that she is not glued to the seats but her flesh became attached to it. everyday her husband will bring food for her and hoax her to come out of the seat. her answer was "maybe tomorrow"

hmm.. why do people procrastinate?
- because the fear of the unknown.
- because the fear of the change.
- the problem is overwhelming.

Ecclesiastes 11:4 (Amplified Bible)
"He who observes the wind [and waits for all conditions to be favorable] will not sow, and he who regards the clouds will not reap."

i learnt the power of saving, learnt how to double up my money - starting from 1cents. it may look small in the beginning but when you keep doing it. it will grow mightly!

to have a decision is one thing, to make a RIGHT decision is another thing. so do make the RIGHT one today!

the decision which you have made is seen wise to the world, you will ended up in destructions. on the contuary, the decision is seen foolish to the world and being mocked by it, [just like how Jesus did, He died on the cross for us] you will bring glory to God:)

*succes is sure discipline, hard work and responsible.*

2008-03-28T01:00:00.001+08:00

i guess in life, we do really need to know how to appreciate the things around us.
taking them for granted is the very last thing which come to the mind.
living with regrets are remorseful.

being heard the things coming out from the mouth were untrue.
saying and doing were the 2 different things.
one felt betrayed.

everytime said the very same thing but act in another way.
how would it feel if one is put in the shoes?
not asking for anything in return but open the eyes and look carefully.

is it by losing them all and one will feel much happier?
if that is so, let it be.
throwing pearls to swan is ever tiring.

do one experience it?
doubt so.
but someone did.

trying to understand but will never get to understand a bit.
this is quite saddening, isnt it?
what to do when one is untrue to self and people among?

sighs.

never say loving one is easy.
because it takes much to love.

never say being in love is easy.
because it takes courage to love.

therefore, you and i are learning to love and be loved.

*love those unlovable and love those who are hard to love:)*

2008-03-21T23:56:00.003+08:00

happy easter, bloggy!!

yeah, just reached home from church service and dinner. the easter drama this year is really really great! thumbs up for the actors and actresses!! each year, they are going from glory to glory:)

met denise to go together to expo.. before queueing, went into the easter extravanaza and i saw Wii! but dint manage to play, i never play before lo. so lao kui right? HAHA. pray that i will get to play Wii somehow somewhat someday!

after service, went to Champang Bedok to have dinner with denise and few of my friends. hmm.. one of the malay foods seem yummy. next time should go and try.. YEAH. thereis also a nice place to chill, i feel. i think slow walk in the night is quite nice.. HEE.

learn something from today's service.. Guit is doing something which you are not suppose to do (is an action) and Shame is something you feel within yourself.

*Jesus is a shame buster!!:) thank You*

2008-03-19T00:36:00.003+08:00

greetings to bloggy!

finally finALLY FINALLY my module has ended! *screams for joy!* the test was easy.. it is exactly what the lecturer asked us to study. hmm.. did we have this kinda treatments from teachers in secondary school time? a big no perharps.

"eh cher, got hints ma? give some leh.." we, students asked.

"what hints? no.. no.." teacher replied.

remembered in the past. well, thanks to them too.. maybe because of their strict-ness that we dint really always rely on somebody for something we should get ourselves by our own effort. hmm.. yesterday's test was the most casual of all.. can get answer from other students.. can surf net during the midst of examinations. *eye widen* i was the one who surf net lo. HAHA!

received an email - A conversation. read it ya.. it's VERY MEANINGFUL.

God : Hello. Did you call me?
Me: Called you? No.. Who is this ?

God : This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.
Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am inthe midst of something.

God : What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.
Me: Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has become hectic. It'srush hour all the time.

God : Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.
Me: I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I was notexpecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

God : Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.

Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?
God : Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes itcomplicated.

Me: why are we then constantly unhappy?
God : Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.

Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?
God : Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty. .
God : Pain is inevitable able, but suffering is optional.

Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?
God : Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.

Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?
God : Yes. In every terms, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives thetest first and the lessons afterwards.

Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be freefrom problems?
God : Problems are Purposeful R oadblocks Offering B eneficial Lessons(to) E nhance Mental S trength. Inner strength comes from struggle andendurance, not when you are free from problems.

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we areheading..
God : If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?
God : Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measureas decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you road ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.

Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?
God : Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.

Me: What surprises you about people?
God : When they suffer they ask, "why me?" When they prosper, they never ask "Why me". Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want tobe on the side of the truth.

Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer.
God : Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be.Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not merely a process of discovery but a process of co-creation. You are my co-creator.

Me: How can I get the best out of life?
God : Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.
God : There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.

Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat.
God : Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubtsand doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live. "Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that took ourbreath away!"

*LOVE is always the key to any relationship*

2008-03-16T22:10:00.004+08:00

hey bloggy!:)

how's life been for you these days? pretty good? after tomorrow my module will offically ended and i'm off to computing project. this is stress but i hope it's not gonna kill me.. *cross finger* hmmm.. wondering how's my pending for Business Mgmt now.. the waiting is really annoying, sighs. cant they make their work paces faster, efficiency is the core what..

been thinking through things lately, wondering why does things happen this way that way.. well, this is life. never get what you really wanted.. but you'll always get what you expected. we are not called the smallest but, the greatest. life is greatest therefore living them to the fullest. grumbling about why life is so "bad" this and that for you and me.. why not take the time to do/think of something happier for yourself and myself.

hmm.. i pray that there'll be no more grudges in between. this is not gonna help but only worsen the situation. though reality/truth is always hard to accept, i guess human being is just as strong as the weakest link. the pride inside of us is the blockage, let's break it. often, quarrels/arguements will make the relationship stronger. yeah?

good night, bloggy. muackz:)

*it is in your weakness that the power of God is magnified!*

2008-03-12T01:04:00.007+08:00

hello bloggy:)

just watched Step Up 2 at Balestier with baby. before heading to cinema, something hilarious happened which made me laughed till drop. here it goes..

baby was driving out to the main road and heading towards CTE, at this time he took out his phone from his pocket. LOW AND BEHOLD! it was his HOUSE PHONE! *laughing right now* his expression was totally classic and cute! my good-de-ness! and me just sitting at passenger's seat keep laughing out loud/non-stop..

"how come you will bring the house phone?" asked with laughs.

"haha.. dont know leh, i also thought how come my phone suddenly bloated." he said with calmness. (how cute can he be.. AIYO)

i was still happily laughing while seeing the phone's screen "NO BASE" WAHAHAHA!!

show time at 725pm and this time, we dint go to the earlier session. HAHA! as i watching the dance moves, told baby that i also wanna do the moves. WAHAHA! hmmm.. i love the dance and music in the show! that's all about right? *eye rolled*

finally i have finish doing my current project and now is the time for final year project. oh man, i guess this is gonna be real stress for me. but en, pull it through ya. it gonna be over soon!! in the mean time, waiting for answer whether i am in for Business Management Course. sighs. i think the school management system is real real lousy and su*ky. it will take the whole lot of time just to get something done. well, i would say their educations system(teaching ways/lecturers) is good.

bloggy, gonna sleep already.. good nite, muackz!!

*with Him, everything is gonna be alright:)*

2008-03-02T22:33:00.010+08:00

hello, bloggy!

hmmm.. dint manage to blog on the 29th feb 2008, it was leap year. well, i had a great day that day with baby. i'll not forget about that day. it was crazy, truely madness and silly. i guess only in drama life will this happened! HAHA.

we bought tickets at 930pm that night, balestier plaza. after our dinner, went to shop around though there was nothing. and i didnt expect myself to buy a tube dress at This Fashion! *eye widen* anyway, continue.. at about 905pm, the "tear ticket" person was there and we went up to the cinema. was Balestier 5 so happily went in.. and it has screen-ed.

"eh.. start liao meh?" i said with suprised.

"did we go in the wrong cinema?" i whispered.

*baby blurred* as he kept pressing his phone for some light to see whether we were in the correct place.

"sit here.. sit here.." i quickly get him to sit (not our planned seats.) so that wont miss the show.

he still shining his phone to check the time and cinema, hmm.. the seats too.

he counted where our seats were at and we jolly well moved in. given seats- B9 & 10.

after 8mins, the producers' names went up. (the show ended!) then we realized we went to the earlier session! i was there laughed till dropped manz. worst still, we even moved in to our seats!

yesterday, 1march2008, were my cousin's wedding. many of my cousins were there (duh!) so long dint see them already. everyone has grown up. really long manz. as in the ones which i dint see them for 3-5years ago. so long. to flash back, always hang out with their families since young. now so tall, pretty and handsome now. HAHA. honestly, i miss them:)

before heading to the venue, mum brought me and mei to city plaza to do hair. i did some perm-ing. i feel that it's not bad. i love the perm. i'll do it some day:) i also did trim my eye brown. woo~ that auntie was pro, she is fast and efficient manz. she did the traditional way too. that one was PAIN! even rolled tears, worth it:) thanks auntie!

what do you think about the perm?

dress of wedding night. hmmm.. gonna slim down somemore. :)

i do love the perm, really.

good night, bloggy. muackz..

*this life i'm living in will be great:)*

2008-02-24T22:42:00.006+08:00

BOO! how's life been for you, bloggy?

my whole body is aching manz, muscle ache!! best cann! HAHA. i got blue blacks on my both knees, this time is big! everytime after dance lesson, feel like crying but it's all worth while yeah? en, just endure. soon, hip hop III gonna end. :( OH! bloggy, you know about the Step Up 2 The Street movie? that guy whom did push up and get up dance? my instructor also know! oh man! it's beautiful and wow! *respect*

last mon, 18feb2008, saw my mom met up with her old friends. there were 4 of them, since i was young i knew them. saw them talking away made me think back the past. overheard them saying:

"long time never meet.."
"ya lo.. always N cant make it.."
".. if N cant make it, the other 3 still can meet ma.."

their friendship still holds till this very day, it has been 10`20 years. this is long. it set me thinking what make their friendship so strong. salute~ through these years, many can change, feelings can no longer be the same but it still remains. i am impressed.

on fri, 22feb2008, met baby and his friends at Thomas Plaza. went dinner at Sushi Tei and had Starbucks + chatting sessions with his friends. man~ it's been so long since the last sat on starbucks and chat. the feelings were just great. the atmosphere was set just right. :) i love it! that's explain why i enjoyed so much when sitting in starbucks and chit chatting with my friends!

just now in parents' room catch some scv show, wah seh, the latest taiwan drama - 樱野3加1 (My Best Pal) is duper nice, funny!! HAHA. maybe gonna ask my dad to buy the vcd for me! sure my sister sees it and pester my dad. she is my source of help.. SOMETIMES. *lols*

bloggy, hope i can get the vcds and watch! HAHA. good night bloggy.. muackz:)

*fear drags you away, faith keeps you forward.*

2008-02-17T21:24:00.008+08:00

yo bloggy! happy chinese new year!:)

yeah, i know it's has been quite some time since the last blogged. anyway, it's still the chinese new year period so okiee hor? HAHA. during the month of feb, i started work in my previous place. hmmm.. i will be working for one month only. i really want to study in the day classes! i'm longing for it and pray that it is coming soon! also, final project is coming on its way too. i just find that the campus system/management is lousy, really.

chinese new year was great, get to meet my cousins and relatives. this year i felt we (mum's side) were quite bonded. that's good! we played black-jack, mahjong and in-between! in-between was just madness but it was so fun! HAHA. we were laughing out loud! SHOW! SHOW! baby was there too!

dint really went to celebrate valentines day, dont mind about it. everyday also can be valentines day ma, ya? HAHA. baby suprised me with o.d.m titianum watch! thank you, ling! i love it so much and it's really nice. also just realise that all the watches were bought by him! whoops.

O.D.M Mr Matalic:)

never been to He Pan this year. how sad.. wanted to play the games but it's alright. hope uncle ringo will be held in some place next time. it also been quite some time since i played those games. HAHA. i remembered when i was young, always chiong to those amusement park to play. bumper car esp. =P

bloggy, how did you spend this chinese new year? ang baos lots? let's share ok? HAHA! good night ya, muackz..

*baby, wish you have a speedy recovery:)*

2008-01-29T00:17:00.000+08:00

hello bloggy:)

today is 28jan2008, and today is also my TP test date. HAHA. guess what? i passed!:) Praise God! it was a packed day. went for warm-up at 1230pm then 1.55pm official TEST. during the warm-up, made mistakes.. i strike kerb lo, win leh.. too nervous i guessed. the warm-up was a fast fast chop chop one. i finished it at 103pm, need to wait for quite some time for the actual test.

at 130pm, went to the white room to wait for testers do some admin stuff before heading to the cars. inside the room, everyone was quiet. oh man, it was really silent. can even hear a pin drop. during the midst of doing, there was a balloting. everyone needs to pick up a piece of paper to see which tester is yours. i was blur when this tester called the name but it wasnt my name! aiyo! HAHA.

after everything, testers went out to collect the demerit points sheet. i was the first to be called out, woo~ everything was okiee, just that i dint confirm the safety (the back) during direction change and vertical parking!!!! wah seh, 4points each!! but, thank God i made it!:) everything was done and i reached home at about 4pm.

at night i have class, this module is about creating websites. it was fun, just that need to see many many words, sometimes make me blur or both eyes glued together. HAHA! while we were doing the websites, i searched for dance videos and i found 1 video which is very nice! their dances are wow wow wow!! here you go..

STEP UP 2 Dance Mash-up Featuring #1 Song "Low" by Flo Rida, Enjoy!

just now while i was waiting for my dad to fetch from school, there was this lady; cute looking, chubby. she was wearing helmet and quickly walk to the gate. her reaction "Um.." to find out that her husband not yet reached. she told her friends with a cute pattern "我快点快点，我老公还没有到。。哎哟" she and her actions is really cute, made me smile by seeing her actions:)

good night, bloggy. muackz:)

*be true to yourself..*

2008-01-24T00:20:00.000+08:00

YO bloggy! HAHA.

this is the 3rd week of jan2008, soon feb is gonna arrive. just blink of an eye, jan is coming to an end. hmmm.. what have you do done for this month, bloggy? goals setting? i am going to set soon. well as it says.. "if you fail to plan, you plan to fail."

i thinking of taking up a foreign language class. maybe french, japanese, korean or italian. how about that? not sure whether my financial board will sponsor me though, i shall just find the resources and see about it. HAHA! if i'm really serious, maybe they will allow. just pray hard!

bloggy.. sometimes we human really need to learn how to let go and let God. when you hold it tightly to your hand, it cant breathe and soon later, die. things do change, it just for the better or worse. we, as a human being, also need to change. this is to adapt to the surroundings, this is for your own good. would you wanna be left behind when others are so ahead of you? i doubt so ya?

life goes on, time and tide waits for no man. change is a necessity! do not because of a certain thing, stuck there in one area for your entire life! does that worth it? question yourself.

i have learn to see things in different perspective each time.
i have learn not to cast my judgement so quickly when i first hear it.
i have learn to listen.
though i have learn these, i guess it's not enough..
because there are still many things to learn in life.
and i'm glad i'm able to learn them:)

baby, get well soon ya. loves you.

2008-01-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

hello bloggy.. how's life been for you these days?

my last module has finally commenced on mon, 14jan2008. yes, indeed this will be my last module of Business Computing course. woot~ bloggy, i have registered to Adv Dip in Business Management.. now i'm waiting for the adminstrative personal to call me. i hope i can get into this course for the march intake manz.

bloggy, what do you value in life? which is your priority? once you devalued them, they are just unimportant to you anymore. i met my friend, she was saying that she dont like to throw pearls to swans. i agreed no more.

people doesnt care how much you know but how much you care.

sometimes, it's tired to do all that stuff. repeat yourself again and again, in the end all you got is tiredness. what for? but when you care for someone, you are more than willing to do all that. though one doesnt want to listen, you'll still talk because you just love that person. the rest you need is to pray one will wake up with some senses sooner or later.

God loves us so much that He wants us to change.

every single day, there bound to have some happenings. it's just the matter of good and bad. life is never perfect, God dint promise us that our life will be like a bed of roses, a smooth-sailing one. He made it so clear that tribulations will come our way, be of good cheer for He will come to judge the living and the dead.

it's true that when you have done something good and when there's a negative remark, the whole world will point fingers at you. then at this very point of time, devil will tempt you to prove of yourself to others, what they said were untrue!

it's not the matter of proving or not,
it's the matter of who you are in Christ:)

2008-01-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BABY! :)

today is 15Jan2008 and it's my beloved's birthday. he took leave for today, he dint tell me last night so i slept till about 1230pm. HAHA. sounded like a pig, dont i? we went for lunch at seoul garden. woo~ it was soo soo soo full manz. just ate quite small serving of all kinds of chicken in a plate and i drank alot of soup, u know? that's crazy. HAHA.

after eating, went to shop around. baby said "i give you vouchers, you can shop 3 shops and when you walking into the 4th shop, i will said byebye.." HAHA. madness him but just jolly well pull him to every shop that i went in. =P was hunting for handbags but to no avail. maybe my mind was just thinking of the newurbanmale's. that piece of bag cost quite a bomb if you're are once their customers, you'd know it so i was hoping to find better ones out there. *cross my fingers*

two days ago, on 13Jan2008, it was service day. pastor preached about forgiveness.

Forgiveness does not change your past, but it enlarge your future.

What is Real Forgiveness?
1. Real Forgiveness is unconditional.

2. Forgiveness does not minimize the seriousness of the offence. (which means if forgiveness is needed, you should not cheapen it or even joke about it!)

Proverbs 26:18-19
"Like a madman who throws firebands, arrows, and death, Is the man who deceives his neighbor, And says, "i was only joking!""

3. Forgiveness isnt resuming a relationship without change. (which means if the hurt is deep, it takes time for trust to restore.)

3 ways to resume:
A. Genuie repentence
B. Restitution
C. Rebuilding trust

4. Forgiveness isnt forgetting what has happened. (you may wanna refocus on other things cause when you focus on something else, you will forget the old.)

5. Forgiveness isnt my right when i wasnt the one hurt. (which means you cannot get someone to represent him/herself to ask for forgiveness!)

*You will never do something until you see a value in it.

*Life is 10% "what happened" & 90% how we react to it.

*If we judge what we value by our circumstances, we will de-value what is
important to give value to what is momentary.

have you wonder? it is not that you dont forgive the hurt, it is the unwillingness to forgive the hurt that is destorying the relationship.

2008-01-07T22:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2008, bloggy!!

i know i have been quite LAG for it.. but still beginning of the year so should be alright ya? HAHA! went for new year countdown with candy and denise. though the numbers had decrease but the fun were still there. thanks girls for the night:) it's not about the quantity but the quality which counts.

actually we were heading to clarke quay for some drinks after countdown but went to look for baby and his friends instead. had fishball noodles and some chats with them then about 2am, baby sent us home. thanks, ling:)

first week of 2008 has passed, still not used to it. maybe still stuck in 2007. HAHA! i guessed year 2007 has passed so quickly, really it's just like blink of an eye manz. it has been a quick fast year. HAHA!

take care, bloggy! muackz!

*clear goals lead to solid achievements*

2007-12-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

bloggy!! today's service was fantastic!

CHANGE IS NECESSARY FOR GROWTH AND PROGRESS

-Repentance is changing from destruction (a cause or means of destroying) to construction (to build or form by putting together parts).
-Changing actions = Changing desinty.

**Change is one continuous progress, not just once!** Every living thing experience changes, aint it true?

what's Repent? Repent = Change your mind, to go back to the highest level of thinking (God's word).

**Insanity is doing the same thing repeatly and expecting a different result. The greatest enemy of change is TRADITION!** when somebody miss the opportunity to change and his/her life will remain the same!

**if you want to be success, you CANNOT AFFORD NOT TO CHANGE, NOT TO REPENT!**

How does Change progress?
1. All change begins with a Decision.
-you have made a decision when the moment you have cast a judgement on the particular issue! Dont live a double minded life!
-you have the responsilities of what you have decided on!

2. Dedication -be committed to that decision!

3. Discipline -the bridge of your thoughts and completion (fulfillment). well, it takes courage to hear the truth.

Areas that you think need to change:
1. Health?
2. Work, schools?
3. Relationships?
4. Emotional well being?
5. Spiritual life?
6. Thought life?

5 reasons why people resist changes:
1. Pride -if one thinks he is perfect, he is deceived.
2. Fear
3. Rebellion -"i dont care, i have been like this for years!"

**It doesnt mean that when you know you have problems, you have already changed!**

4. Laziness
5. Ignorance -"i dont know that i need to change!"

**ONLY FOOLS AND DEAD MAN DONT CHANGE!** -FOOLS WONT CHANGE and DEAD MAN CANT CHANGE.

4 people where you will meet in every area of your life:
1. Simple one -Child (Wisdom will then calls you)
2. Fool
3. Scorner -One that despite wisdom
4. Wise man. do you wanna be wise man or fool?

**Either you lead change or change will lead you. And when change leads you, often you will regret, ending up living in agony.**

**Your ability to lead change will determine your success in life.**

i learnt new things from today's service and gain much knowledge. knowing that we need to change to adapt the life we're living in. yes i agreed that change are necessary for us, human being.

i'm sure there's no bed of roses in life. definitely there'll come tribulations, problems; they are created for us to overcome, to become better. though it may seem never ending, be strong and endure it for there'll be a light at every end of tunnel. after going through fire, you'll become a solid gold.

some things are inevitable as i was told. yes, hand raised. what's there need to say, it has been said. there's nothing more to do or say. just leave it to the nature course. i have heard Your voice. i will repent and change it. sometimes being silent is the best weapon to fight against all odds. not being scared because i leave it all to Him.

when you are thinking of changing the world,
changing your family members,
changing your circles of friends.
Drop that idea, because change begins in you and me:)

good night, bloggy. muackz.

2007-12-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

hello bloggy!!

just returned home from "Itz Fabulous" party at Changi Rise. it was fun and much of laughers filled the entire place. the games were wow!! it's really never knew it can be so fun! HAHA! :) i had fun and enjoyed myself to the max. baby can tells it too.

near to the end of the event, everyone got their "Fabulous You" list. this is the list where everyone gets to write something about you. curious huhz, dont you? HAHA! well, i got mine and it's really nice, touched. thanks for all of your writings:) i sure will keep it nicely!

soon it gonna be 2oo8. what are the goals for the next coming year, gonna start think about it now. for my studies, i planning to change course to Business Management on March 2008. current am taking Business Computing, though wish to continue.. for advanced diploma, there is only night class. i do not want to take night class already so i changed my course. not yet register, gonna RUN for it manz! wait for me~

bloggy, how was your christmas celebration? though mine was not so wild but i did enjoyed myself with church friends, baby and outside friends. we went to watch movie, I Am Legend. it's a not bad show, it's talk about Will Smith (Robert Neville) living on earth alone discovering the cure for those vampires which are after Neville's blood. he is hunter by day and he barricades himself and pray for the dawn by night.

good night bloggy, take care ya.. muackz!:)

*All our dreams can come true - if we have the courage to pursue them. -Walt Disney*